Take a crazy chance

2011-06-07T21:24:00.001+08:00

Found this on his tumblr. ;)

2011-06-04T10:28:00.003+08:00

Sana hindi umulan. Sana umextend pa yung bakasyon. I'm still not ready for Review-Duty-Stuffs. :( I'm so tired.

Lovin' Life

2011-06-03T21:25:00.004+08:00

I've been using tumblr nowadays. Kasi mas madali tapos lagi akong nakakakita ng cute things kaya madali mag reblog. But I missed posting my personal stuffs here na alam ko naman wala ng makakabasa o siguro konti lang talaga. HAHAHA.

Anyway.

Kahit may UPS and downs ang buhay ko ngayon. Well, mas marami pa rin ang UPS. I just thank the Lord for the blessings he gave me. Grabe June nanaman.

And in september, clinical grad ko na. Parang graduation na rin kasi tapos na ang pag-aaral ko. :) Finally. :)

(to be continued)

Lovin' Life

2011-06-03T21:25:00.002+08:00

OHEY.

2010-12-08T13:23:00.000+08:00

I MISS BLOGGER SO MUCH. :(
SORRY KUNG HINDI NA RIN UPDATED TO. SINCE, I HAVE MY TUMBLR ACCOUNT DUN NA AKO NAG-UUPDATE. :|

SORRY.

HOLA! I'M BACK :)

2010-05-31T12:58:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU BLOGSPOT!
I MISSED YOU.
SORRY FOR BEING IDLE AND USING TUMBLR INSTEAD OF YOU. :|
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From now on, i'll keep on updating you.
I LOVE YOU!

November 21

2009-11-22T04:04:00.002+08:00

Your world is my world :)

Kikes & Mars: THANK YOU SO MUCH! =)
Sobrang happiness the whole day. Nag enjoy talaga ako.
And i miss High School more and more. I miss everything about SF.
=(

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Ciao! xoxo

November

2009-11-01T14:38:00.003+08:00

I love October.
And Sana, Lord. Masaya rin ang November ko. :D

Hehe. <3

Sorry, nawawalan ako nang gana mag type today.
Nauubos ang time ko ngayon sa Petsoc, Tumblr and sa Twitter. Ohyeah.

SEE YOU SOOOON, PARIS! :)

OCTOBER

2009-10-14T10:03:00.001+08:00

From October 9, i couldnt stop smiling. :D
Then October 11 came, my heart just beat for a awhile.
When October 13 came, i got mesmerize by the way he looked me in the eyes ^_^

:) HAPPINESS

My Friday ..

2009-10-10T21:17:00.001+08:00

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, yeah

There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

And I just want show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible

Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
Baby, let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, oh, yeah

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile

Yung title talks about yesterday. He made my day. ♥

Sudden Change

2009-10-07T18:21:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of wearing this mask.
What i miss is that, my friends from highschool. And my life partners.
:( Yun lang naman eh. Sila lang naman namiss ko.

Osya sige. I just miss my braceless teeth. X_X
My heart & teeth hurts. T______T

Hello School again. Ugh! Nakakapagod.

Photo Blog :)

2009-10-03T16:37:00.008+08:00

This was taken last summer in subic. I already fell in love with the place, and seriously i wanted to go back there if we have time. I asked my brother to take photos of me in senti moments. HA HA HA! And isa yan sa gusto ko na kinuhanan niya.

Okay, so this one was shot at Calaruega. I tell you, this was the best place ever. Dito kami nag retreat nang classmates ko nung YS-11 or 4th year nung highschool kami, even, Ito rin yata yung setting sa teleserye nila kim chiu (which the title of the show i forgot) and Yung movie nila Kris Aquino na Sukob (ata?) lastly, Sa picture na 'to, before mag start yung wedding nang Ate nung GF ng kuya ko (you get me?) nagpapicture nanaman ako.. And this time, parang STOLEN siya. And i wanna thank my brother again for that. :D

Again, another Stolen Shot :D This was at a Kart Race. :)

MY SUPERFRIENDS. [LIFETIME FRIENDS]. I love them, I miss being with them. :)
P.S: Kulang pa kami dyan ^__^

Btw, Happy Birthday to my Mama. :)

BYE!

NOCTURNAL ~

2009-10-02T02:09:00.002+08:00

haha. this past few days ive been sleeping at around 3:30 in the morning and woke up by 11am. ugh! I just cant believe im used to this sleeeeeeeeeeeping habit. :))

anyway.. I have to say that 1st day of October was such an unforgetable moment. I didnt expect any of those things. Especially, the college friend of my mom. :) I had laugh at their conversations, even helped my mom on Y!M & FACEBOOK. :D
Oha! Nakakatuwa nga naman talaga, pag talaga TRUE friend mo eh babalik-balikan mo parin. Kayanga tuloy napaisip nanaman ako. :)

ANYWAY... as a part of my rambling this morning. Natuwa rin ako sa paguusap namin ni Quin. Nakakabitin kasi makipag kwentuhan sakanya. :D If we could just be together nako baka hindi pa kami maubusan nang kwento. :D Bongggga!

Ugh! Sana hindi na uli umulan. I hate rainy days. SUPER HATE THE RAIN!
Lalo na kapag nag black-out. My gosh! It makes me sad. :(
Buti kapag summer, naiinitan ka lang. :D OHMY!
I know I'm talking in riddles here, and no will get it. So, I rest my case :)
HEHE.

GOOOOOOOOOODMORNING!

Quad

2009-10-02T00:17:00.002+08:00

Nakausap ko ule si Quin. I like calling her that and with that spelling of course. So it makes her more unique. Okay. :) We're 278 kms, away from each other. And it doesnt seem to be the problem at all. I like talking to her and texting her everything. As if she's just here with me despite of the distance. We werent related to each other but i treat her as my little sister.
Cheyeaaaaaauh!

Mula sa kaninang conversation

Quin: Catherine ata yun..

ME: Hindi.. Claire yun..

~ And we laugh. :)) See! Parang kapatid lang eh. :D

`cause i was bored and not yet sleeeeepy

2009-10-01T02:01:00.004+08:00

haha. and yes because i cant sleep, i played with my pictures and voila! it turned out like that and its just so not good. :D
sharing you pieces of me. :D

xoxo, GOOOODNIGHT!

Missin' you

2009-10-01T00:28:00.001+08:00

In a dream you appeared
For a while you were here
So I keep sleeping
Just to keep you with me

I’ll draw a map, connect the dots
With all the memories that I’ve got
What I’m missing
I’ll keep reliving

Stuff

2009-09-29T23:44:00.003+08:00

I miss you. And since yesterday, i played our song.
The promise that you will never forget me.
But, HEY, you did.
When was the last time you even said Hi to me? :(
But its all over now.
But sometimes, i wish it wasnt over.

I FELL

2009-09-29T03:15:00.002+08:00

At exactly 3:23 am today, before i click the red button and shut down my laptop. I absolutely MISS BLOGGING. :) And everything blahblah. Ugh! My head hurts already :( And i wish, i'll see Paris soon :D

Anyway.. I'm in love and I'm Falling apart with this guy. Probably, next time i'll be saying that i'm starting to love him more :)).
Better watch out. {As if someone reads this pa, since i wasnt active in blogging anymore}.

Goooood Morning, kids!

September 29

2009-09-29T03:09:00.004+08:00

Still no class, because of the Typhoon last Saturday. :(

Kahit hindi ako makapag volunteer, at least. Yung ako'y nagdadasal para sa Pilipinas. Nakakashock lang lahat nang nangyayari. Nakakaiyak kapag nanunuod ako sa News. Kahit hindi ko sila relative/s, masakit parin sa kalooban ko na makita at makarinig nang kwento na "Nawalan ako nang pamilya". Hindi madaling tanggapin yun lalo na kung malapit na ang Christmas. Hindi ko man alam ang nararamdaman nila ngayon, sana maging matatag sila. Sana magdasal parin tayo. Yun lang and BEST thing to do.

Philippines

2009-09-29T03:03:00.003+08:00

LET'S PRAY FOR OUR COUNTRY. LET'S BRING BACK TO GOD.
We NEED, GOD. No one else, but our GOD!

Philippines

2009-09-29T02:57:00.004+08:00

AUGUST 18

2009-08-18T18:52:00.002+08:00

Ruby Shermaine`s Birthday today. :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :*

Very quick post, neh? :)

i miss blogging
i miss my barkada
:)

Grr. Pwede bang ma-back up ang files sa phone? or nasira na ang memory card ko :| BAMMM! sayang yung half nang august pictures. LAHAT PA NAMAN YUN MEMORABLE :(
GRR.

~ peace out

Back.

2009-07-22T13:02:00.002+08:00

I've been busy for 2 months and now i'm getting envy to those blogs i've visited. Tumblr is oh so fine, site. I kinda like it there. :)
Argh. Since, it`s almost the end of july. Our class and some students will be going to Corregidor. Yahoo! And 2009 has been the best year, again. I've been into lots of places this year, and probably by next year.. I'll be spending my birthday where my heart belongs to, New York. Yeah yeah yeah. One thing, i wanted to have Taylor Swift concert here in Manila. (WHY CANT SHE JUST GO HERE AND HAVE MEANINGFUL CONCERT?!) Haha. I memorized her songs already and been crazier about it. HAHA! :)) Hmmn. About School? err. Sobrang sakit na nang ulo ko and wala na puro nalang aral aral aral aral. GRR! pero masaya naman. There's this guy i look forward to seeing each and every day. He's smile makes my day complete. (Ikaw lang yun, as if you're reading this ^^) He's HRM and i'm BSN. Of course, magkaiba kami, pati schedule pero sa dalawang common friend kami nagkaron nang connection. Gahd, ~~3 days ko nang hindi siya nakikita :[~~ Saklap! Pero ayos lang.

Okay I'll make kwento about the Meaningful Blissful Day. (kahapon, July 21st)

ShAiKa MarDaYen (Group, i belong) ate at Jollibee for Lunch with our classmates. Ayun we have this meaningful talk && laugh. As in. :) Even, inaasar namin si Vina. Basta puro tawa talaga yun. Wierd-o. Ohkaay. Then, nakita namin yung Mcdo. So, nanlibre ako nang IceCream. Okay, here's the thing. Parang dati, P10 lang yung ice cream dun, ngayon NAGING P16 na. GRABE!! Pamahal nang pamahal na. Anyway, back to the topic Nung nakuha na namin yung Ice Cream, nagpapicture kami kay Mcdo (haha. hindi siya yung mascot ha, parang clown. weird.) pagkatapos, nung pinipicturan na kaming anim, i know this guy was looking at us. :) Tapos nung babalik na kami sa school, sabi ni Sheila.. "Tinitignan ka kaya niya kanina". :) Syempre todo smile naman ako nun. Oyeah! Sarap nang feeling.. :)

I'll update this if time permits, again. ^^

Buh-Bye.

Pseudo-Relationship

2009-05-15T16:18:00.000+08:00

Almost like a relationship, but not quite.
It is a phase where the people involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers.

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Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala.
One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible din na hindi.
You just let your gestures do the talking for you.
Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari.
Hindi kayo. Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.
This kind of “relationship” can happen at different stages for different reasons.
It can happen after a break-up.
You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason.
And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.
It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam.
Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag- seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna.
Testing lang. (tama ba un?!)
Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo may ka-relasyon na.
Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break doon sa girl, wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangangaliwa kasi “hindi naman kayo.”
This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun.
Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng kalaro.
Pero huwag ka lang mag-eexpect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala talagang kasiguraduhan.
So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set-up ganoong hindi naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan?
Iba’t ibang dahilan..
Puwedeng for fun lang.
Puwedeng “buti na iyan kesa wala”. Meaning, habang wala pa yong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.
For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all.
It would be fun, if all you’re after is that “kilig” feeling.
But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real.
And usually, in this kind of set up, merong malulugi.
Yung nainlove sa taong taken na.
Una, you can’t ask him to commit.
Since it’s not really a relationship, you can’t demand commitment from your partner.
Ano ba kayo?
You will always be uncertain about your role in his life.
You can’t expect him to be always there with you.
And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it to yourself.
Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him?
You can’t be sure if he feels the same way.
Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya.
Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can’t.
Because you’re not sure if he will like it.
Baka mapahiya ka lang.
This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship.
Or if there is a relationship at all.
Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much?
What if you have invested all your emotions and this man hasn’t?
What if you remain faithful to him, not entertaining other boys, only to find out that he is seeing other girls?
Isa pang downside ng pseudo- relationships, it is fleeting.
When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it.
Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship.
Wala kang pinanghahawakan.

Kasi sa pseudo-relationship, there is no “us” meron lang “you and me”

There were some points… but this isn’t exactly my case.

No verbal agreement. It just happened. Like magic.
We both admitted we like each other.
We do what lovers do.
We are both seeing someone.
I don’t want commitments.
I don’t really care what exactly I am to him. Or maybe I do, I don’t know.
We both get jealous (although I’m not open about it; apparently he is.)
He tells me how he feels for me. And I feel the same way.

So basically, square kami. (Yeah, I meant fair.)

**I got this from: Claire

Orayt, i remember someone here. :( MY gosh

you belong with me.

2009-05-14T16:16:00.000+08:00

Things you'll never know

2009-05-14T15:27:00.000+08:00

because I’ll never tell you…

You’ll never know how much I want to wrap you with hugs,

Make you feel important,

Treat you with supreme love and respect,

because I’ll never tell you…

You’ll never know how much I want to treat you with a kiss,

Tell you that when I’m with you

I am the happiest girl,

because I’ll never tell you.

Mayo Nuebe :D

2009-05-09T20:03:00.003+08:00

I woke up early to text my dearest ~Aiela, a welcome home text. :D i missed her so much! even, text my kabarkada ~Karmina & ~Ate Jaecy, a happy birthday message. :))
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I just love this day. Super uber duper kaduper. :)
Oh, one thing. I just wish i bought this Paulo Coelho book, err. :(
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My Mom, Brother and Sister (cousin) talked about this Medical Topics which made me Epistaxis. Haha. Err. But im lovin it. :)
Doctor in the making, Aim High! :)

i miss my superfriends :(

XOXO

follow up--

2009-05-07T13:00:00.002+08:00

And i miss you more, whenever i think about you :(

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MIXED EMOTIONS

2009-05-07T12:22:00.002+08:00

ERR. meron na din akong tmblr accnt. :)
ayun. im pretty much disappointed to this person. NAKAKAINIS KA KASI.
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anyway, kanina nakapag chat kami ni Ruby & Aiela. :) I miss them so much, grrrabe!
haay. ang weird nang panahon ngayon. gustong-gusto ko pa naman lumabas and mag bonding kami ni Mommy pero kasi stupid rain :( ERR! global warming na nga.
CAN YOU FEEL IT? waaah t.t

~ i wanna watch, Angels and Demons. though i havent read the book.
~ i wanna eat anything that's solid. DARN! stupid braces.
~ i wanna hug my friends i've never seen for months :(
~ i wanna go to GREECE.
~ i wanna be where you are. (ahem..to whom it may concern)

**new lyt. hehe. Ohwell.

Got braces pala, huhu. Hirap kumain, pumayat nanaman ako. darn, i lose weight. :(
**gtg.

You'll be my Prince :D

2009-04-02T19:34:00.001+08:00

Red - Sara Bareilles

I've been down, I've been out
I did it all on my own
Seems growing up
Didn't take long
I feel strange, I feel good
I feel better with you
You've changed, you should
Cause I think I did too

Made my mistakes
I did a few things right
But it will take what it will take
Baby, that's life
You cannot change what you do not own
Everybody knows
But if you live deep and love strong
You get pretty damn close

It moves fast and it scares me
I close my eyes, oh but I still see

I'm fading in and out
What are you supposed to do save me know
From all of this danger you don't know how
And I'll find my way out
When I'm in the red
Listening to strangers inside my head
The darkening angels beneath the bed
I still see everything you said
Crimson in red

I shake and I smile
Cause you said
Baby girl, it may take a while, but take the good from the bad
And never minds are never sure, so never leave them wanting more
What are you waiting for
How you love is who you are

I dive in and I sink in
And I find new colors to think in

I'm fading in and out
What are you supposed to do save me know
From all of this danger you don't know how
And I'll find my way out
When I'm in the red
Listening to strangers inside my head
The darkening angels beneath the bed
I still see everything you said
Crimson in red

In the distance is a line defining where I've been
Rhe state I'm in
And ever since it began to slip from my two hands I've been
Taunting fires, touching wires, been believing liars
Everything they said
Painted in red
Painted in red
Painted in red

I am fading in and out
What are you gonna do save me know
From all of this danger you don't know how
I'll find my way out
When I'm in the red
Listening to strangers inside my head
The darkening angels beneath the bed
I still see what you said

What are you gonna do
No way for you to save me
What are you gonna do
Everything that you gave me
Is painted in red

BIG EVENT OF MY LIFE.

2009-04-01T11:36:00.004+08:00

Yes. March 25: Ang talagang kaarawan ko. Sobra akong na-bless sa mga taong andun.. Maraming nagsurpresa pero ang ikinaligaya nang araw ko ay yung sinurpresa ako nila shin at vina pagkatapos ko maligo eh nakita ko sa bed ko may mga 18 mini cupcakes dun sa bed. here's the pictures:

nagpapasalamat din ako sa DACOTS kahit na konti lang kami dun atleast alam ko naman na super ka-duper nagenjoy kami dun! :) tsaka sa SUPERFRIENDS! sobra akong na-touch! i love you bestests!! :) tapos nung nagsi-uwian na kami nalang nila via at mariz nagstay, ayun daldalan to the max :)

march 26: nabuo ang 26k. kumain kami nang sushi sa school :)

march 27: LAST DAY of practice na nang COTILLION PRACTICE :( im gonna miss them all supeeeeeeer!! ayun dumating na mga relatives ko, and super na-excite na ako.
ni-hindi na nga kami halos nakatulog nang mga pinsan ko. :)
march 28: THE BIG EVENT of MY LIFE.
bago kami bumangon na magpipinsan nako, daldalan ever pa. tapos vainyard mode pa, halos parang sinusulit namin ang bawat minuto bago ang party. grabe talaga. as in nag jamming pa kami, at vainyard mode ulet :)

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ANG KAARAWAN. nauna na kami nila mami sa Hotel. WAAAAAAAAH! napatalon ako sa tuwa nang makita ko ang name ko sa napaka bonggang TV SCREEN nila dun. :)

tapos ayun na.. inayusan na ako nang make-up artist, tapos dumating na yung B.A. Studio Photographers and VideoGraphers. Haha! Nahiya ako nung una pero eventually naadik ako sa pagpapapicture, they made me smile super! :) ayun na, nung bumaba na ako, grabe. naiiyak na ako kasi sobrang BLESSED ko kasi andun ako sa dream hotel ko at everything everything. im so speechless talaga kasi napaka perfect nung araw na yun. :)
tapos uhm, napaiyak ako sa mga AVP nila kuya at yung kay dad as in. tsaka na-touch ako sa mga messages dun sa candles and treasures. :)

in the end, THEY MADE MY DEBUT PARTY so happy. :)

Uhm.. ayun. bonding with my cousins and friends afterwards :)

march 29: watched secondhand serenade at trinoma, shopping with my cousins :)

~ :P

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME :)

2009-03-25T13:18:00.002+08:00

Wonderful Crazy - Katelyn Tarver

Welcome to a new day
Don't know what's on the way
But whatever it is I'll be ready
On your mark get set go
Here's the show and the road
But with you it's a load I can carry
And with each breath I would take it
Every moment gonna make it

CHORUS
It's a wonderful crazy
It's a beautiful out of control
Kinda scary amazing
But I don't really mind at all
It's like I'm falling, flying, laughing, crying
Hanging on and letting go
Cause my life' so wonderful crazy crazy

Some days get intense
And breakdown my defense
But I'm here and I'm not giving up
Gonna take in the sights
On the ride of my life
Living just to survive's not enough
So much love to discover
I don't need any other

REPEAT CHORUS
It's a beautiful crazy
I'ts a beautiful out of control
Kinda scary amazing
But I don't really mind at all

sobra akong nagpapasalamat sa lahat nang taong nakilala ko bago ako mag 18. so BLESSED. i couldnt ask for more, cos God is truly amazing. :)

--i love y'all :)

MIXED EMOTIONS

2009-03-20T21:02:00.002+08:00

HAHA. YEAAAAHP! umiyak ako kanina pero hindi masyado. [badddddtrip!]

anyway, masayang malungkot ako. IM PRETTY SURE that person is truly, madly, deeply, crazy HAPPY! hmp!!!

five more days, birthday ko na. waaaaaah! t.t

Hahaha, ive been doing this na,. ang mag type na nakapikit ang mata, haha. very funny. ayun,. gtg.

oh btw, i have new family in the class.

PAI- who happens to be my "pai ku" turned out be my "MAMIE PAI"

REVE - a trusted friend as my "mallows" cos were the "marshmallows" now my "ninang"

&& also, KAT - my pretty now, "ninang" and LORA- my "gorgeous" now "ninang" :)

OHWELL..

One thing is for sure, I MISS MY SUPERFRIENDS.

DATE with the BEST

2009-03-19T22:50:00.004+08:00

Nag-date kami nila Mommy & Tita sa Promenade. 'twas F U N.

Got the chance to talk to this ELITE lady, haha. :D [:

Got to taste the NEWEST DELICIOUS DONUT FOR FREE FROM KRISPY KREME

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA!

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IM LOVIN FACEBOOK, also, was touched by MAE KIRZEN RILLORAZA's COMMENT.
akala ko nakalimutan mo na ako, pero hindi pala. I WAS WRONG! i miss you so much, twinnie!

i have to study more, haaaaay :(

:) Gtg, Six more days. eighteen na ako. :)

ANTIDOTE

2009-03-18T13:17:00.004+08:00

haha, yesterday we watched The other Boleyn Girl in Phil. Lit. (maganda siya,infairness)

Aha, masaya talaga kagabi. Cos i am invited pa sa Cocktail party sa school. [PRIVATE CONTENT REMOVED]

Anyway, IM BUSY DOING MY REQUIREMENTS && REVIEWING FOR FINALS!!! :(
I JUST WANT THIS SEM TO END, yun lang. :))

Aha, 7 days to go, 18 na ako. MIXED EMOTIONS :) :* :D :( :)

---gtg. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU TOO ZAFYRA CLAUDETTE "zai" CARLOS

ill end this Entry with this song. For Someone i cant get tired of loving, haha. :DD

Tired of You - The Exies
Where did I go wrong?
I can't look you in the eye
Feeling so ashamed
It feels like I could die

[Chorus]
Hold me up and don't let go
I've had enough
I'm tired of breathing
Tired of feeling
Tired of looking at the past for meaning
Tired of running
Tired of searching
Tired of trying
But I'm not tired of you

Losing everything
It's something I can't face
Hope is on the run
It's something I can't fake

[Chorus]

I want to feel a change
I don't mind if it hurts
You take away the pain
You're the only thing that's pure

Mkay, ill make kwento, haha. :))
Monday - March 16: Sinundo ako nila Mommy & Tita sa School. We Went to MOA, Nag date kaming tatlo. :) We ate at CREPES & CREMES, GREENWICH & CHOWKING. (Worth the Burp)
Even, we bought like 6 pairs of shoes. Haha! (: Talk about Shoe-a-holic! :)

Tuesday - March 17: AWESOME DAY! YAHH! TOTALLY. :)
pero ang daming requirements na dapat tapusin agad. Nakakainis, within this week lang. Nye! PAGURAN DAW BA. haha. :))

Today, Wednesday - March 18: ARAL! ARAL! ARAL! :)) COTILLION PRACTICE, duh! next week na yung big day! :D

11 Days Moreeeeee (:

2009-03-14T22:59:00.005+08:00

11 more days and i am turning EIGHTEEN. It's so hard to accept the fact that im turning into a Lady which i am not. I'm acting like a kid at times or i mean ALWAYS!! (: HAHA :P

Yesterday, i gave my invitation to Rouj, Iggy & Yana at Wendys. Also, with Ivan. Here's the thing, NANLIBRE AKO NANG WALA SA ORAS at buti NALANG MAY DALA AKONG EXTRA MONEY (: Yeahp, i enjoyed a lot. I saw, JESSICA. Its been months since i last saw her. GRABE! SF REUNION? hmn. Went inside the school, talk and walk and laugh.. HAHAH! [i love the MOON! -- YEAHP! just the moon]

YOU SEE, akala mo ang friday the 13th ay malas pero HINDI! :P

Nung nag decide na umuwi na kami, nauna na sila Iggy at Yana. Tapos kami naman nila Jess, Rouj, Ezi & Ivan nag jeep. Ayun. 10pm na yun ha, anyway. I HAD FUN! :P

today, March 14. Nagising ako nang 12:15 PM! (: BAHAHAHAH!! Nagalit pa nga daddy ko eh. :) tapos, went to the church para maibigay na yung drums. Tapos, we went to the hotel para ayusin na yung sa debut party ko! :D AYUN! MASAYA! :)

EVERYTHING's PERFECT! yun lang. Nag date kami nila Mommy, Tita, Kuya && Ako.
--Haaaay! di pa ako nakakagawa nang Reaction sa Movie nang SuperSizeME! :P

speaking of movieeeee, i watched Bridge to Terabithia, last night! OMG! nakakaiyak pero astig siya. :D AYUN..~

GOOOOOOOOOOD NIGHT! HAPPY MARCH!

EMERGENCY

2009-03-13T14:53:00.005+08:00

2 days na akong may sakit.

IM PISSED OFF.
I just cant get over it. NAKAKAINIS KASI EH!

Ayun. i watched Penelope yesterday, it was VERY NICE :P

Ngayon, im watching Another Cinderella Story. && later, bibigay ko na yung invitation sa mga friends ko.

I LOATHE YOU SO MUCH!! I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!! NEVER EVER FOREVER!!!

Ohyeah. 2 times nang friday the 13th. 'di naman malas eh, sadyang nakakatuwa eh. HEHE!! :P

AM I REALLY UNLUCKY THIS DAY!?

With Love;

2009-03-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hehe. I PASSED MY EXAMS! and i love it. WORTH it yung pag puyat for two weeks. And im very very HAPPY! I AM! :)

Got my very own brand new red laptop, Dell Insipron 1525 :) last March 9.

Okay, uh. Very busy with my Upcoming Party, lol. True. :)

And tomorrow its Mark's Birthday! and on the 12th its MaryRose's Birthday! <3

got nothing to blog, im pretty sleepy. haha. ZZZZZzzz. :)) Buh-Bye!

My Busy Days...

2009-03-06T21:17:00.002+08:00

For every woman
by: Nance Smith

For every woman who is tired of acting weak when she knows she is strong,
there is a man who is tired of appearing strong when he feels vulnerable.

For every woman who is tired of acting dumb,

there is a man who is burdened with the constant expectation of "knowing everything."

For every woman who is tired of being called "an emotional female,"

there is a man who is denied the right to weep and to be gentle.

For every woman who is called unfeminine when she competes,

there is a man for whom competition is the only way to prove his masculinity.

For every woman who is tired of being a sex object,

there is a man who must worry about his potency.

For every woman who feels "tied down" by her children,

there is a man who is denied the full pleasures of shared parenthood.

For every woman who is denied meaningful employment or equal pay,

there is a man who must bear full financial responsibility for another human being.

For every woman who was not taught the intricacies of an automobile,

there is a man who was not taught the satisfactions of cooking.

For every woman who takes a step toward her own liberation,

there is a man who finds the way to freedom has been made a little easier.

BIRTH MONTH :*

2009-03-04T14:49:00.002+08:00

Ohwell. The things happened to me..

February 28 - PRACTICE. FUN. TIRED. :)

March 1 - 65th Anniversary of Kalimbas Evangelical Church. Im with My Family and Mariz and Via also. Got the Invitation. And Gown Fitting. :)

March 2 - BOUNUS QUIZ in Nutrition. *yey Went home early, decided to eat at Burger King with Via ofcourse and we ate this Buy 1 take 1 Whooper that cost P140 only. ITS SULIT! hahaha. The reason why we ate there it is because i wanted to eat ONION RINGS again. PERIOD.

March 3 - Gave the Invitation to my Classmates. Uh-eh. Im pretty TIRED! Got lots of things to do and i have to review for the EXAMS! ayyy!

ill probably be doing this today up until uhm next week..

March 4 - Edit Pictures and REVIEW!

March 5 - EXAM!! and oh.. I should edit the pictures pa!

March 6 - Submission of the FREAKING editing pictures.. ERR! and EXAM..! WAH!!
& My Best friend Janine Vienne's Birthday!! :)

March 7 - GET ENOUGH SLEEEEEEP. PRACTICE and SMILE. :) <- I MUST! Also, Tita Tessie and Daddy Lolo will arrive :)

March 8 - 22nd Birthday of My Cousin, Ate therrie. Also, Our Cousin, Ate JV gonna go to US for her OJT. sosyal.

March 9 - Submission of the SUPER KADUPER LONG ACTIVITY in NUTRITION.. :)

March 10 - NINTH monthsary of ELITES. :)

March 11 - Mark's 18th Birthday, lol. He's Debut, jk. :))

March 12 - Mary Rose's SWEET SIXTEENTH birthday :*

March 13 - March 23 I STILL DONT KNOW.. BUT I AM EXCITED FOR MY BIRTHDAY! (:

March 24 - My Best Friend EIREEN JOY LOUISE NOVEZA OCAMPO's 18th Birthday!! :*

March 25 - MY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY and Shin's 17th Birthday. :* :)

March 26 - March 27 :)

March 28 - THE BIG NIGHT! PARTY! MY PARTY! :)

---enough to make kwento. Gtg, i have to review. Peace Out :3

♥KIMKIM

Love Story :)

2009-02-26T11:49:00.005+08:00

Love Story - Taylor Swift

we were both young when i first saw you I close my eyes and the flashback starts Im standing there on a
balcony in summer air. See the lights,see the party,the ball gowns see your make your way through the crowd and say hello.Little did I know that you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles.And my daddy said
stay away from juliet and I was crying on the staircase,begging you please dont go

And I said,Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone ill be waiting all theres left to do is run Youll be
prince and ill be the princess its a love story, baby just say yes.

So I seek out to the garden to see you.We keep quiet,cause were dead if they knew,so close your eyes escape this town for a little while oh,oh,oh.Cause you were Romeo,I was a scarlet letter and
my daddy said stay away from juliet.BUt you were everything to me,I was begging you please dont go

and I said,Romeo take me somewhere we can ba alone ill be waiting all theres left to do is run.Youll be
the prince and ill be the princess.Its a love story,baby just say yes.
Romeo save me theres tryin to tell me how to feel.This love is difficult,but its real dont be afraid well
make it how it out of this mess.Its a love story baby just say yes...oh oh........

I got tired of waiting, wondering if youwere ever coming around.My faith in you was fading.When
I met you on the outskirts of town.

And i said romeo save me ive been feeling so alone I keep waiting for you but you never come.Is this
in my head,I dont know what to think.He knelt to the ground,and pulled out a ring

And said,Marry me Juliet, youll never have to be alone.I love you and thats all i really know I talk to your dad, youll pick out a white dress.Its a love story,baby just say yes....oh oh...oh oh

WE WERE BOTH YOUNG WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU

yesterday was fun, February 25. Dapat may cotillion practice kami eh, kaso wala yung mga partners namin at duon nabuo ang K3VEM :) (kim,kris,keshia,via,erika,mariz) nag bbq party kami, at nail-polish (color blue) and i played the drums. WEE! i am drummer na!! (: Praise God!! :)

Today? February 26. Ohwell, nothing. I HATE SCHOOL! hahaha. :)) LOL

drama room :*

2009-02-24T20:11:00.005+08:00

i got this one form Anj

Bold the lyrics you know.

[1] Tonight I've fallen, and I can't get up. I need your loving hands to come and pick me up. And every night I miss you, I can just look up. And know the stars are holding you, holding you, holding you tonight. - I remember someone here ):

[2] I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top. She's got a body like an hourglass, it's tickin' like a clock.

[3] This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. And how she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles. - I like this one(:

[4] Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know. You were the last good thing about this part of town. -I love FOB!!

[5] Summer has come and past. The innocent can never last. Wake me up, when September ends.

[6] I kissed a boy, and they liked it. Got all the honeys in the club excited. I kissed a boy just to start ____.

[7] Today is a winding road, it's taking me to places that I didn't want to go. Today in a blink of an eye, I'm holding on to something and I do not know why. -I memorize this song & never deleted this one in my phone. And Play it over and over again. Eventually, last thursday i got holdup! ):

[8] There's a place up Ocean Avenue, where I used to sit and talk with you. We were both sixteen and it felt so right, sleeping all day staying up all night.

[9] We're going down, down in an earlier round. Sugar we're going down, swingin', I'll be your number one with a bullet. A loaded God complex cock it and pull it. - FOB!!

[10] I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone. Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven. Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

Malapit na birthday ko and im turning 18. Excited ako na hindi. I don't know. Haaaay. [private content removed] I miss someone so much, that i wanna hug this person so much!! ): okay,para sumaya ako. i wanna watch You changed my life! i wanna support my BatchMate sarah geronimo! and i like the movie naman eh! Hindi ako K.J haha! :)

Thinking of You - Katy Perry

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

GOOD NIGHT!~~

Definitely, Maybe :)

2009-02-24T17:19:00.002+08:00

Ohwell.. I had the super fun weekend ever this year. Let's make kwento..

Feb 21 - I had my Photoshoot and was tired. I was very indeed, Happy. :) Ofcourse, haha. I love my photographers so much! <3

Feb 22 - Uh. Nakalimutan ko yung nangyari.. isip isip.. ahhhhhhH!!
After ther service in our church, we went to Ate Myla's House, ibibigay na niya yung 6 Month Old niyang Puppy, si SASHA! she's a japanese spitz and so heavy!! MYgahhhhh!! and yep, got pissed off kasi ang INIT!! DYAHEE!!!!!!

FEB 23 Cotillion Practice, bonding with dacots and eto pa, pumunta kami kila Jeane para lang manuod nang DEFINITELY,MAYBE. I like the movie so much!! as in. :) ehhe, before yung pagpunta namin kay jeane, kami nila Ezi, Iggy, Mariz, Jamie & Via.. Naglalakad papunta sa bahay ni Kikes, eh., since kami ni kikes yung magkasama, tawa kami nang tawa kasi nga kahapon yung parang walang pasok dahil sa people power, and ang itsura nila ezi yung parang magkahawak kamay and ayun, tawa kami nang tawa ni kikes, :) ang sakit sa tiyan and sa panga. :)) ayun, umuwi ako nang 10pm. :) Lol! [private content removed]

Feb 24 nawala phone ni mark, and uhm. wala lang, walang magawa ngayon. daming pinapagawa sobraaaaa!!

Thursday Night

2009-02-20T10:49:00.003+08:00

YEAHP. you read the title right. MUNTIK na ako mamatay yun lang. Nangyari na ang kinakatakutan ko.. Ang matutukan nang balisong kahit nabigay ko na yung cellphone ko. ): NAKAKAIYAK! sobra naman kasi. err. ENOUGH. )):

sinamahan pa ako ni via pauwi and mag-explain kay Mommy, pero di naman siya nagalit. :D

Ayun, they make me happy naman. My cousin/sister, gave me an earrings and a ring. :D
And& Ayun parang walang nangyari at all. It's just that maraming touching messages dun na naka save, pictures na dapat na-upload na and parang diary ko na yun. :[ pati mga numbers nang taong malalapit sakin. HUHU T________T

anyway, today (february 20,09)

HAPPY HAPPY and a bit sad, lutang (haha,by karla) hehe.

Pierdo los tiempos cuando fueron juntos. pierdo las manos en la mina. pierdo los ojos que mantiene a mirar fijamente en mí. yo le pierdo tanto.

我錯過時期當是一起。我錯過你的在我的手。我錯過那不停地在我凝視的你的眼睛。我錯過你這麼多。

私がその時を逃す　いつか　一緒にいた.　私が私のもののあなたの手腕を逃す.　私があなたの目を逃す　私を見つめ続ける.　私がとてもあなたがいなくて残念に思う。

Je manque les temps quand étaient ensemble. je manque vos mains dans le mien. je manque vos yeux qui continue à dévisager sur moi. je vous manque autant de.

~~~~~ to the one who captured my ♥ love love..

Hearts Day

2009-02-16T13:13:00.002+08:00

February 14, yep. My Family and Friends made my day. :)
'twas the best day ever this month, and whatever it is. Im Truly, Madly, DeeplyInlove with God♥.

February 15. Post Valentines Program @ KEC and i was so happy. :)
Hihi. "Love is not an emotion, sacrifices or punishments. Love is a DECISION."
also, "While you're young ENJOY IT. Love is not about being obsessed with the one you think the reason why your heart beats but its just that YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH LOVE. YOU ARE IMMATURE. Waiting for God's will for you and Right Love, Right Time and Right Place. Is the Best feeling in the world :)

Yiii. talaga naman.. :)

1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it’ll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they’re goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonder
ful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they’re still loved.

8. Guys are more emotional than they’d like people to think.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…nevermind..” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he’ll assume he did something wrong and he’ll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys’ weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. Guys rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn’t notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he’s probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me.”

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen that often, so when it does, you know something’s up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don’t say you aren’t. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don’t want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he’s definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don’t be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl’s mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He’s just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs.

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you… sexually.

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

BY: Claire

Hearts Week

2009-02-11T17:47:00.003+08:00

Last Monday, February 9. Nagstart na ang program and im kinda not happy with the said activity. Walang kabuhay-buhay and kulang yung gamit para sa activity. But then, nag enjoy naman ako 'cause im with my two trusted friends. pumunta kami sa bahay ni via nung una, tapos sa'min na. It's a Girl Bonding. VERY HAPPY, ofcourse.
Next, nagluto pa kami and naghugas nang mga pinagkainan namin. Obviously, late kami sa p.e class namin. :)) And we dont care, lol.

February 10. 8th Months of friendship. And I didnt feel it. But was touched by shin's message. A Real Friend like her is impossible to find. And i love her so much.
Even via, too. GRABE! pagod na pagod kami, but at the end of the day napasmile nalang kami at super nag-enjoy sa activity. Even, our class sang in front of the audience, haha, kumanta kami. Kahit medyo wala sa mood, atleast united kami. :)
And my cousin sang too, got complimented. haha. Yeah, sakanya nga lang yun. (:

Today? February 11. I'm so happy yet a bit sad. Private Content removed
Super Blessed na talaga, ang daming blessings. Gosh! Ngayon, wala yung parents ko and i miss them so much. Ayun, Ang bait talaga ni Lord, lagi akong umiiyak gabi-gabi para dun sa prayer ko,.. Ngayon, answered prayer na and grabe talaga si Lord.. :)
Later, makakasama ko ang Dacots, magiging masaya nanaman kami. Yii :)

ayun. Kinikilig na ako ulet.. Hehe! kanino? :) :P

~Women love men beacuse a woman’s tears make a man want to change the world so that it doesn’t hurt her anymore. Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them the reason matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons. No poem or song would do justice.
It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling. Only felt.

a good read from COLORSANDTHOUGHTS.BLOGSPOT.COM :)

kimy <3

Feb 7 :)

2009-02-07T15:27:00.002+08:00

haha, ngayon naman ay masaya. magkukwento ako.. kahapon february 6. Exam namin sa Microparasitology or Microbio. OMG! yun lang, tapos umulan pa.. ang masaya dito, ang dala kong payong yung makulay. :) Oha! Agaw attention, ika nga.

Masaya ako. Masayang masaya.. Kung pwede lang sana i-rewind.. at i-pause na yun..

ayun, si seatmate rysen sabi sakin, parang nakita niya akong pinakita yung i.d ko sakanya that day, eh.., hindi kaya kami magkasama kasi naman po, iba kami nang groups. basta may tawag sa ganun. ERR!! creepy. ayun.. :)

Napapaisip ako sa mga nangyayari sakin, ang daming blessings sobra! kumbaga eto na yung pinakahihintay ko.. Tadaaaaa~
Haha. Gusto ko mag thank you sa mga taong andyan para sakin as in good and bad times. Yung mga taong hindi pinapadama ang lungkot sakin kundi kasiyahan.
Thank YOU!! :)

New Moon

2008-12-11T22:46:00.003+08:00

Today, was very tiring. I had to do lots of things and sacrifice, again. Awhile ago, i wasn't really happy going to school. Im just freakin tired and all i wanna do is to sleep. I thought that i'm not gonna be happy. ERR. First subject, i wasnt able to discuss properly and BOOOOOM.. Later that same subject, he went away. He was sick. :( Surely he was in the School Clinic. Second Subj, no Prof. so, we decide to hang-out at the Acad Area and take my Exam. (: BREAK TIME. I still cant believe, im not hungry. HAHA! :) WOOOOOOOOOP! Third Subj, DISCUSSION and QUIZ. BOOOM! haha, Shin an I laughed boisterously (gasp!), haha. I couldnt imagine we could laugh so hard. Psh. Vina, was the source of our petty happiness. :) Ooohw, ive got the chance to talk to him, thanks to the Payphone that costs P16. Teehee, got no extra credits. Atleast, i was able to know he was FINE. Next, DID I REALLY MADE A GOOD CHOICE? end

Before i went home, Vina and I went to Nitz to print our Case Study and let it Ring Bind. I saw my barkada (Yana, Coi, Rouj) with Karla & Juni. 'twas fun. i was able to hug them again, so tight. :) Then after 1 hour, we ate isaw, and this stuff. *di ko alam pangalan*, then walked home. i had serious talk with my dad SACRIFICE errr.

I CAN'T SEND MY POWERPOINT. BAMMM! STUPID USB PORT. :(

-- continuation, tomorrow. :) HUGS

Can't Sleep.

2008-12-06T01:55:00.003+08:00

GOOOOOD MORNING. :D

This is a QUICK POST. THIS IS FUNNY, I WATCHED THE TWILIGHT, TWICE ALREADY. FIRST I WAS WITH MY BARKADA. SECOND WITH MY COLLEGE TRUSTED FRIENDS. ISNT THAT COOL? I'M WITH THE COOLEST FRIENDS EVER. BAHAHA.

* He's all i want. And i'm afraid of losing him. >{

SINO SIYA? pssssh. :) *

--zzzzz. SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPY.

10:50 am; 2nd POST.

I miss him. YEAHP! :{

here's the lines from Twilight. :P

You're not asleep, and you're not dead. I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn't want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy.

By the way, I'm not leaving you.

What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I'll never be strong enough to leave again.

I'm not as strong as you give me credit for. Right and wrong have ceased to mean much to me.

It was only a matter of time - and not much of it - before I showed up at your window and begged you to take me back. I'd be happy to beg now, if you'd like that.

Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason ... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars any more. And there was no more reason for anything.

If there was only some way to make you see that I can't leave you.

These past few days ive became so moody, the fact is.. I'm so irritated by my Monthly Visitor, i'm jealous. WAS THAT EVEN NORMAL? next is, i'm nervous in my contest. ERRRR. lastly, im really jealous. RAWR. anyway..

J'ai souhaité être juste à côté de vous chaque seconde du jour. dévisage dans vos yeux. regarde vous dort et tient vos mains. et je ne vous arrêterai jamais d'aimer.

--ill be back later. :D

DECEMBER

2008-12-05T23:51:00.003+08:00

tagal ko din hindi nag update nang blog. sobrang busy din kasi at wala pa yung laptop ko.. meron na din akong new blog pero gagamitin ko parin eto.. :D

I'll make kwento na.. tententen..
Syempre, sobrang miss ko na yung barkada ko sobra. Halos 'di na kami mabuo dahil sa Schedules namin. Hindi tulad dati palaging masaya at kumpleto. Ibang-iba na talaga ang buhay kolehiyo sobra.. Pero katulad nung birthday ni Micoi last November 18, kahit papaano nagkasama din ang ilan samin, and that day Nasira din camera ko. sunod, marami din akong natuklasan sa sarili ko, na hindi ako marunong magalit. EWAN ko ba kung bakit. KAHIT GUSTO ko na talaga dahil sobra na yun nangyari, wala parin. ERR. tapos, thankful din ako kay Lord kasi kahit na maraming problema, andyan parin siya at blessed ako dahil karamihan sa prayers ko eh sinasagot niya. Isa pang dahilan nang masaya ang year na to ay nakakilala ako nang mga kaibigan na andyan para sa'yo. (I MEAN iT). && YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. ano pa..? next year 18 years old a ako, haha. YEHEY. tapos ano pa? malapit na christmas.. :) && NEW YEAR. tapos ano pa? aha aha, eto... :) MASAYANG MASAYA NA AKO. ayoko nang maging malungkot dahil buong buwan ng nobyembre, sobrang lungkot ko. SOBRA. >[
and kahapon, nadulas ako, wah! medyo dumugo ulo ko. (hindi naman sobra, maliit lang naman..) err ang clumsy ko kasi.. :D
hahaha, naiinlove ako kay EDWARD ANTHONY MASSEN CULLEN.

peksman, isa lang love ko. :)

inaantok na ako. time check 12:07, GOOOOOD MORNING :D

Never Far Behind

2008-09-06T11:37:00.002+08:00

i've been busy. SUPPPPPPPPPER BUSY.

ang dami dami nang nangyari sakin. AHA! super :) SOME WERE ANSERED PRAYERS and the rest are still UNANSWERED. maybe not now. I met new GOOOOOOOD FRIENDS, & learned to fall in love again. Everything seems so perfect when i'm with my fiends, the laughters and trippins we made are absolutely WORTH-REMEMBERING :)

I fell in love and not knowing i was absolutely missing him each and everyday. I fell in love because he completes my day. I learned to love him because he still manage to make me smile when i'm sad. I learned to love him when we walk holding hands, looking to each other's eye, under the moonlight, kissed me in my cheeks. (SO PERFECT!)

...

today, september 6. we talked, my ex. i was happy, coz i missed him so much.
DAMN! haha.

krizia marie juan, natalie keith solonio, janine vienne tomas, aiela elise tankiamco (THESE GIRLS ARE THE PRINCESSES I LOVE SO MUCH!)

Updated na sa WAKAS :D

2008-07-19T12:33:00.002+08:00

Yei. After 2 months naka-update na din ako, great. Haaay. I had new found friends, missed my elem-h.s "kada" friends. Been busy, super busy. Grabe talaga. Muntikan nang ma-fall pero nasasaktan na talaga. Ano daw? Marami nang nangyari sakin, tapos eto pa pala. Nung Tuesday ( July 15 ) nagka allergy ako for the first time. Until now nagsasuffer ako. Huhuhu T_________________T

Masaya ako na hindi. Pinasaya niya ako na ngayon naiiyak ako. Paulit-ulit nalang..

anyway, nagpaplan narin pala ako sa Debut ko, yei. Tapos daming mangyayari this year, i hope. Yeh.

tinatamad na ako magtype. Basta po ganun na talaga.

labyu shob, and hello ASHEN!

Rainy Days :)

2008-05-15T17:21:00.004+08:00

Its been a busy week for me. I couldnt go online cos im tired BUSY DOING NOTHING. haha. lol.

3 weeks nalang at pasukan na, aaaack, STRESS. NEW SCHOOL. NEW FRIENDS. SAME COURSE. Arrrrgh, these past few days the clouds are starting to change its color, GREY. and its crying haha, meaning its raining. so child-ish..
anyway, May is my Favorite month this year. Although i didnt do anything, but i could say meeting this person was the most unforgettable moment this SUMMER. I am not inlove, or whatever. I just ADMIRE him, his aura is incredible, it seems like i met him before. [whoa!] &Change Topic.

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Yesterday we watched What Happens in Vegas and Ashton Kutcher is so CUTE and Cameron Diaz was GREAT (: i even record the mushy lines, good thing no one sees me for doing that. hehehehe.

& i'm excited for It Started With A Kiss 2, although i watched the 3 episodes already. So sweet! Plus, Gossip Girl is a good tv-drama too. Lovin'it!
& sa buong Summer, napansin ko lang. Puro kada ko ang kasama ko, iba na talaga pag College hehe. and yah, early this school year makukuha na rin namin yung Batch Book namin. :)) Excited na ako.

Tc. God Bless!

Summer 08

2008-05-07T15:01:00.003+08:00

ang saya nang summer ko talaga kahit yung isa sa kabarkada ko na-hospital. anyway.. ilang taon nalang pala, graduate na kami nang college uhm 3 years nalang. Mga naisip ko these past few days before blogging.

1. Mag 18 na ako next year.

2. Magkikita pa kaya kami?

3. Malapit na pala kami tumira dun sa malayo

---&&yan lang ang pwede ko masabi hehe (:

Last week, mga April 29 nag enchanted kingdom kami ni Erika, Kuya & his GF. ang saya soooooobra! parang bata na first time pumunta dun tapos ang magandang part dito walang masyadong tao kaya pwede mo ulit-ulitin yung gusto mo sakyan. Tapos nagsleep-over samin si Erika or Kikes, bale mga 11pm na kami dumatin sa house and nagkwentuhan pa kami oha diba,wala kaming kapaguran. &&ilove her.

tapos may 1 birthday nang lola ko (mommy nang daddy ko), pero patay na. && uhm ayun, we watched Forbidden Kingdom. Galing, thumbs up!

may 2- birthday ni Iggy, di ako pinayagan. malayo kasi and medyo gabi na..

May 4- na-ospital yung kada namin si, Jamie. medyo okay na siya.

May 6- dumalaw kami nila maissie, erika & me. 1hour kami nag hintay kasi nga masyadong maraming bisita tapos ayun, masaya si jamie nakita niya kami. hehe. :)

ayun tinatamad nanaman ako magtype talaga. arrrrrgggg.. Tc. Godbless senyo. 1Tim 4:12 ~~peace out.

april 26

2008-04-26T10:33:00.003+08:00

I MISS YOU!!! I MISS YOU!!! :((

anyway. iniba ko na yung url nang blog ko from keiemm.blogspot.com to EVERYTHINGSDIFFERENTNOW.blogspot.com yahyah. i dont know why i chose that name hahaha, labo. marami na din ang nangyayari this summer and im so lovin it. I'm so happy with what God has been doing in our family. Blessings pouring out, & everything. For the past 5 years i've been serving the Lord, i can truly say that there is a BIG BIG BIG GOD! kahit na maraming trials last year eh, mas lalo tumibay ang Faith ko kay God. I know that God planned everything from the start, kaya nga minsan ang bad ko kasi parang di na ako nagpipray. Kaya talagang nagsosorry na ako kay God. Everythings work together for our good talaga. And as the days goes by, masaya ako kasi sa mga nangyayari. Good or Bad. (: Like yung nagsama-sama kami magkabarkada, biruin niyo from elem to college kami parin. Kahit different Universities na kami, yung bond namin di parin nawawala.

haaay, marami pa sana akong gusto sabihin pero tinatamad na ako mag type..

yeyy, im back (:

2008-04-19T14:02:00.002+08:00

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. (deeeeep sigh.) grabe, i miss blogging my gosh. haha, gosh gosh talaga. gonna make kwento.

april 16- my tita visited us, tapos merienda sa bahay namin and mommy & tita went to SM to buy stuffs for her tomorrow's departure. it was all fun, tapos ang ingay sa car, tawa lang nang tawa.

april 17- i went to ayala. then go to the block's fitness first, wuha! freeeeeee! yehey, thanks to yani's tita. from 2:30-8:15 nasa fitness kami. kaso tatlo lang kami. diana,yani & i. pero ayun masaya, parang adults na kami talaga and plus the best thing happened dun, boys! haha. boys our age din yeeeeh! kakatuwa ayun, di ako nagpacute, steal glances lang. [weird.] and kami naman ni diana lage nagkakape since its free, tapos naghiphop dance pa kami. ang saya, tas ang lambot nang katawan nung nagtuturo samin. (: lovin it!

april 18- nothing much happened. sakit nang katawan ko eh, haha. ayun.

nextweek na.. &1 year na sana kami. grabe super nagsisisi ako. if i could just go back to that day, hindi ko na siya iiwan. :(

i ♥ Summmmmer (:

2008-04-15T11:47:00.006+08:00

I love summer and will always be. haha. (: 1 week din akong di nakapag update dito at dahil tamad ako magtype and mag open nang laptop. gusto ko i-enjoy yung vacation na ito and syempre after nito stress months nanaman. (school days) haha. kahapon April 14, andun kami sa house nang kabarkada namin na si jamie. (ezi, jomai, diana and i) lang hindi nanaman complete yung barkada. anyway, dapat dvd marathon pero nag foooooood marathon kami, tapos bonding and picturan. hay, kahit 5 lang kami at yung 12 hindi nakapunta okay lang may next time naman eh. tapos uhm last week magkatext kami palagi ni bespren aiela, (super open nanamin., grabee.) tapos uhm ano pa ba aaah nagkasakit ako lastweek pero ngayon okay na ako, yey!

hanggang ngayon di ko parin ma-gets, nakakaslow kasi yung riddle ni jessica grrrr.

Maalala kaya niya ang araw na iyon?

sana nga..

yun yung pinaka masayang araw sa buhay ko..

iiyak nanaman ako, grabe ang babaw ko.

Happiness

2008-04-05T17:39:00.003+08:00

Kagabi, si kuya, ate therrie(cousin) and i watched superman returns in hbo. yes, it was pretty awesome. tapos ate therrie and i are planning to go to singapore this december and sa japan haha, yes! absolutely. and pupunta nga kami! wooooooo! just the two of us, im so excited! :) Tapos kaninang umaga kami nila Mommy,Daddy & Kuya nag jogging and it was just like im a 5 year old kiddo sitting on the grass watching my brother and my parents, (stupid grammar.) anyway, i know this sounds so CORNY pero twas a dream come true, i love the high rise buildings in Fort Boni & i took a lot of pics plus going inside the Dasma Vill & Forbes Park were absolutely my dream place. Aha! True! who wouldnt? Neh,. Okay you know im a Daddy's girl and ito yung napaka corny ko na ginawa kanina, since my cellphone has built-in Face Warp on it, i took a pic of dad and Warp, haha. I was laughing so hard then when dad took my cellphone and instead na magalit siya, he bluetooth it on his Cellphone. Whew! then, my brother who acts like a kiddo and i love him for that cos we were like bestfriends hehe, im his Lil'Bro (oh no!!) haha, kahit na girl ako eh feel nia boy ako, kulit. oh ayan, sabi niya he will treat me for the nth time nanaman, omg! sabi ko nga eh "wag na! this time ako naman! :)" he just then smiled. Tapos my mom, you know i tell her that she's so BEAUTIFUL, spanish mother ba naman na pinay (wooo!). haay! and i love her, she's my bestfriend although ngayon di ko na siya na-uupdate sa mga lovelife, haha. ang huling update eh nung 3rd year hs ako,. nyeeh! anyway.. minutes ago, i texted him saying sorry.. basta, alam na niya yun.

thank you to jenny- sis! thanks for the HELP! i love you sis!

janine- shobe! thank you din. sobra. (sweetie!)

and sa lahat - thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaank you!

boo*- the last word in your SMS to me made my heart melt again. [?]

Mag 1 year na pala bloggie ko, yey. Happy 1 year bloggie. :) Wow, achievement ko to. :) Yeeeeeeeeeeeees!

Could this be out of line?

2008-04-03T14:22:00.003+08:00

April 1 wasnt that good. I think? I dont think so. Man! I CRIED, again. psssssh. i dont know, haha. sa totoo lang nadala ako sa pinanuod ko nun. Ang babaw talaga, minsan nga eh gusto ko batukan sarili ko kasi napaka petty nang reason eh iniiyakan o di kaya nananahimik nalang ako, (LABO KO!)o di kaya ito ha, mas malupit tumatawa ako mag-isa. yes. ako lang ang ganun. kahit may pagka abnormal ako atleast naman tao parin. naks! (ano daw?) haha. di ko alam kung matutuwa pa ako sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko eh, isa na dun yung taong pinakamamahal ko, (kung binabasa mo ito pasensya ha, nakasama nanaman ikaw dito,.) ayun na nga, di maiwasan na nagrereminisce ako. ang nakakainis pa dito ewan ko nga ba kung sinasadya nang tadhana eh, biruin mo yung signs eh, yun yun. dun ako naasar. nakakakita ako nang 26, name nia, boo. ANG BABAW pero dun ako naiinis eh, kinakalimutan ko na nga biglang may lilitaw na ganun, ano yun multo? awooooooooo. oh ito pa, napanaginipan ko siya ang masama pa dito may kasama siya, grrr naman panaginip na nga lang iba pa kasama niya, pwede naman ako. sigh. okay, April 1, April Fools day nga, nasa Alma Mater kami nun nang mga friends ko, ang saya. nakita kong muli ang mga facilitators ko, mga kinaiinisang teachers, yung room namin, yung moderators ko nung ys8-ys11, mga lower level friends, yung tambayan at syempre umikot nanaman kami dun. may crazy thing na nangyayari, haaaaay. grabe. anyway,. sunod

April 2- birthday nang cousin ko, kaso nasa amerika siya so Be happy. anyway, di ko alam pero as the days goes by, nagiging open na ako i mean nagshashare na ako lalo kay aiela♥ siya lang naman ang [bbf'beauty'belle & ading ko]. super saya kasi at least nababawasan na yung pain sa heart ko.

to you: (ikaw,.basta.) di na kita maintindihan, kung gusto mo na lumayo na ako sige sabihin mo lang. tutal ako naman yung nang iwan diba? ano pa ba gusto mo na gawin ko? dami nang effort pero di mo manlang ma-appreciate. hay, ewan ko sayo.

April 3- today. i could truly say, i've found a bestfriend, si aiela elise tankiamco. kasi andyan siya palagi, nakikinig at tinutulungan nia ako. no lies, just true and honest person. kahit 274 kms. away tayo eh, labs kita. :) and kay natalie keith solonio, my bestfriend too. thank you talaga din. sa SF, barkada ko na tinurin ko nang mga kapatid, salamat sa pagkupkup niyo sakin lalo na nung high school tayo, waha, dami na nating napagdaanan, sa studies and friendship. those are the people who loves me for who i am, and these people still accepts me even im at my worst. kasi may ibang tao na, kakaibiganin ka lang at gagamitin ka, though wala naman ganun na nangyari sakin. kaya Thankful ako kay God kasi puro cool lahat nang tao na nakikilala ko.

lets go to my drama thing. kagabi ata yun na-imagine ko daw na isa akong teen housemate sa pbb house then i was looking at robi's eyes, haaaay, nakakatunaw. (yan po ang epekto nang hindi na kumakain.) eh kasi naman 18th birthday na nang Twin?kabarkada/neighbor ko na si Jeane, akalain mo nasa Treasure's ako, oh NO! papayat mode nanaman ako.. ang chaka talaga, eh kasi sa june na yun and that may nakita na akong Dress na Modern Victorian. Sosyal talaga. Ito pa, may weird dream ako, kasama ko daw si asdfghjkl haha, and we were happy :) IMAGINARY CRUSH! anyway, i thought my life is a mess, pero pag naiisip ko si KBUJ, waha, tumatalon ang heart ko (o.a, duh! idiomatic expression.) hihi. Hay, sa ngayon i-eenjoy ko lang ang summer vacation and at the same time, sana 1 year na kami, sana sana. Kung hindi ko siya iniwan, yun nga lang may iba na siya at alam ko naman na kahit anong pilit ko ayaw na niya. siguro nga napipilitan nalang siya eh, oo alam ko naman. :( iloveyou,imissyou,imsorryifidid.

"sing me a song."

♥ Im back.

2008-03-28T18:31:00.003+08:00

Yes. Yes. I am Finally back, after 1 week and 2 days? aha. Lets Begin the kwento from march 19.

March 19 - Birthday ni Jessica. Surprise Party yun ah, so hindi niya alam na kasama kami sa 17th Birthday Bash niya @ Burgoo sa Gateway. Kami nila Jayran & Kikes ang mga early birds, so habang inip na inip kami sa gateway, kumain kami sa may mcdo (sa labas nang gateway mall, since walang mcdo dun, gets.?! yun nga) nakakatawa naman yung order namin eh, since ang dala ko lang na pera ay 200php ayun, float and burger lang ako. tas sila ni kikes yung #7 & #6. basta yun, eh si jayrang linagay niya yung fries sa burger nia with many ketchup. weird? neh, cute nga eh. ayun. so, nagkita-kita na kami dun, we hugged each other and of course buy gifts. haha, plus kami ni jayran nung nasa may odyssey kami, rineact namin yung mtv ni gretchen barreto yung "please dont ask me". haha. (: ayun. tas diretso na sa burgoo, and Jessica was surprised. (I Guess?) ayun, ang saya saya. tas pictorial mode nanaman kami and ate lots and lots and lots of FOOD. tapos mga 9pm na, kam nila kikes,jran,jamie &i nauna nang umuwi, sumakay sa taxi tas ang main topic namin ay ang ex lovers namin,which we cant deny na LOOOOVE parin namin except kay kikes kasi may boyfriend na siya eh. so, si manong driver aba, nakikinig sa usapan namin, tas nung nag stop yung taxi syempre dahil sa stop light ayun nga in-open niya yung light tas sabi niya, "eh ang gaganda niyo naman pala!" huwaaaaaaat! tas tawa kami nang tawa dun, tas nung nasa may shell station kami nang e.rodriguez andun na yung dad ni Jamie para ihatid na kami sa house namin, thanks tito!:) and the day ended with floooooood GM. and yah, packed things and sleeeeeeep.

March 20- around 2am nagising na kami para bumyahe pauwi sa province namin, tapos ayun happy happy, sleep, stop over, then nung nasa bundok na, waaah! gusto kong sumigaw, grabe. nahihilo ako dadddddddy! and kasi kaya di ako natulog sa kadahilanang first time ko makita yung view dun sa bundok dahil kapag umuuwi kami sa province lagi akong tulog. ayun mga 10:53 am andun na kami, ate lunch, then kwentuhan with the relatives then, sleeeeeeeep.

March 21- Since Good Friday. Walang open na Stores. So ayun, my pamangkin and i went to the palengke and buy singkamas tapos may weird na nangyari yung kapit bahay namin dun sa probinsya eh, nakita ako aba, na-shocked sakin tapos ayun haha, ewan. WEIRD nga. tas si pamangkin diretso sa jollibee since open yun and we ate ice craze and after nun lakad papuntang church / house nang grandparents ko. ayun. tas eh, mga 2:30 pm we watched passion of the Christ, ay grabe, umiyak ako. as in. buti nalang hindi halata. ^__^ tapos naglaro kami. ayun andami kong nakilala na youth. and cousins also na On Fire na kay God. Wuu, Praise God for that!:)

March 22- Black Saturday. Hmmmn, nagkita kami ni bescuz, we went to my star's house, malayo siya and the naka trike kami pumunta dun, worth-it naman. Ayun, masaya talaga, picturan, confessions, tour around her mansion and ayun, bid goodbye.:(( tas si bescuz and i nung pauwi na eh, naka sakay na kami sa jeep, kwentuhan ule, ate at jollibee, kwentuhan ule. tas naglakad pauwi, saw his house (not intentionally,) okay okay, confessions & revelation. tas medyo naiyak ako sa confession part ko, ouch kasi eh. *sigh..* sayang, di ko siya nakita, isa din siya sa reason kung bat ko gusto umuwi dun. tas hindi ko pa nakita si Aiela & Janine :( tas nung gabi na after ko maligo, nagulat ako kasi andun na si bescuz ule, dala nia yung gift nia for me, :) PINK PINK PINK! hihi. we stayed at the roof top, tapos inaasar namin yung mga playmates ko nuon dun and yes kahit na teenagers na kami eh, andun parin yung bonding namin. the night ended with sadness, kasi uuwi na kami kinabukasan tas hindi ko manlang siya nakita.

March 23- nagising kami mga 2am ule, byahe na mga 3am para habulin yung mass sa K.E.C nang 9:30am dahil anniversary nang church plus invited din kami. ayun, Naka rating kami mga 8:50 am, wala pa kasing traffic, and thank GOD for guiding us. ;)

March 24 - buy things for my birthday, and was greeted by my College Best Friend. Shocked and Happy. Ate a 5 Peso ice-cream with Mom and Dad. :) Fix things for my birthday. And Stayed up late with my Ading Aiela, grabe. Nagpuyat siya for me, para siya yung unang mag greet nang 12am, how sweeeeeeeeeeeet♥

March 25- My 17th Birthday. Ang daming nag greet nang 12am, happy ako na sad. kasi i was expecting for him to greet me, rather okay lemme rephrase it, i was expecting that he'll be the first one to greet me,. Take Note guys, DO NOT EXPECT THINGS! KASI HINDI MANGYAYARI YUN,LALO NA'T YUNG TAO NA YUN PA ANG INEXPECT MO!
so, i was pissed off, pero cge i should stay happy, tas nag online ako, Janine (my shobe) greeted me, and made me an animation. Thank YOU SHOBE! & My twin too, Jeane, made me a collage. yes, thank you. I slept around 3am and woke up at 11:30 am. Surprised ako sa Banner, kay niece Frances and Ate Brenda (Her Mother), very happy. ayun nga. Tapos e, naglaro kami ni Frances then, help them prepared the foods tapos yun na mga 6pm dumating na barkada ko, nagulat ako sa mga ka-triplet ko. dumating sila. i love you ♥ mga ka-triplet ko. :) kaso ang wala lang si (Coy,Karmi, Iggy & Jessica) Ayun, happy happy talaga. Tas tumawag si Natz(my star. I ♥ You!!) nagtext si gelo, shocked pero happy & miss ko na siya super. Pero ayun nagtext din si 2 ko, happy kaso, okay whatever. ayun, masaya ako talaga itong birthday ko, super. kasi nagkita kaming triplet ko. WOOOOOO!(: Thank you sa mga nag-greet :) and thank you to my ading Aiela'bbf, kasi sa lahat nang gm nia eh andun yung name ko na may greetings.:) ♥you so much

March 26 - 26 26 26 26 26 26 26 26 . I love this day, it all started this day and ended so soon:( tsaka 1 year na pala yun nangyari.. SAD SAD

March 27- walang nangyari. grrrrrr.

March 28- Sinamahan ko si mommy sa Camp Aguinaldo. Tapos watched Supahpapalicious. Basta Happy kami ni Mommy. Basta. Super Happy. :)

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2008-03-19T11:11:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Frances

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lemme tell you what happened last night,. around 8:30 pm my "barkada"(sf), are planning to so somewhere as in today MARCH 19. plan A - go to TRiNOMA or SM NORTH since magkatabi yun, or the first plan na MOA. plan b - mga hindi sasama (accdg to kikes) pasyal nalang. then Roujo texted rather nag GM na may surprise party pala na balak yung mother ni jesca. kasama kami dun so ang na-contact lang pala si roujo. sooooo! grabe, eh yung right thumb ko may sugat *GRRR* sakit ha, ang hirap magtext so ayun na nga. ang hirap magdecide kasi di namin sure kung si roujo lang ba yung invited tapos yun pala siya lang pala yung na-contact, so mga around 10pm natapos din ang GM-slash-PM namin. waaah! that was pretty tiring though. hmmmmn, so mga hindi sasama ay sina: jeane, micoy*ata,yani,iggy&jomai. (i guess) grrr. di nanaman kami kumpleto. haaaaay. so, mamayang 2pm pupunta si erika dito sa house tapos punta na kami ministop to meet jayran and go to gateway, tapos kitakits na dun. haha, mas maaga pa kami sa celebrant, well of course. surprise party nga eh! :) 6 days to go and its my 17 th birthday, OH NO!! grabe.. im not happy, promise. wutevaaah! then, tomorrow morning mga 4am byahe naman kami nang pamilya ko pauwi sa province so ayun happy happy nanaman. excited na ako makita sina janine, aiela & natz and my cousins too. ^__^ and pamangkin, grrr! panu ba yan, i need to go, Have a happy summer guys! Take care lots.

♥ boring day.

2008-03-18T14:18:00.008+08:00

this summer is sure everybody's gonna enjoy! excited na ako mag babad sa beach haha, tapos sa swimming pool, travel nanaman and lots of unforgettable moments. :)

7 days to go and its my 17th birthday, OH NO! haha.

my current domicile for whatever rants i make: ilabpanda.blogspot.com

yeah yeah. summer is finally here! yehey. >:x

i received a money again $$ching-ching$$. wala lang, weeee.

look what i saw just minutes ago. weird yet funny yet in the end im LOViNG it

8 days to go

2008-03-17T19:08:00.004+08:00

nevermind the title. [brrr, lol. 8 days to go and its my 17th birthday.]

kanina, haha, (kwento mode.) okay okay, kanina nga mga 8 am ata yun magkatext kami nang ate/friend/ex-classmate/batchmate/kabarkada/neighbor whew! ayun nga si Erika Mae Rivera, pinag-usapan namin ang mga unforgettable moments namin nung nasa Ange or Angelicum College, nung andun kami sa catwalk(tambayan nang barkada), mod.ship room, or kahit san. para bang reminiscing mode nanaman kami, lahat nang happy moments talaga pati pala mga sad din napagusapan. mga alaalang di makakalimutan. paano ba naman kasi sa Ange na kami lahat halos lumaki, swear! siguro kung University ang Ange nako! malamang andun parin kaming lahat, grabe.. Ang buhay college nga naman oh, ibang-iba sa highschool. kasi dati nung highschool pa kami super enjoy namin kasi kahit nagkaklase, kumakain kami tapos yung modules eh props lang namin, or minsan naman magpapaalam kami na maglolocker yun pala pupunta nang canteen or kunyari mag peepeer-teaching sa labas nang room yun pala magchichikahan or magpipichuran tapos pag lumabas ang terror na teacher papasok kami tapos tatawa nang malakas tapos magsusumbong yung teacher na yun sa moderator namin. ang saya saya talaga. na subukan ko narin mag cutting classes, haha, nasa may canteen lang kami nun eh, pano ba naman kasi p.e yung subject tapos swimming eh syempre pagod tapos gutom edi ayun kumain nang 1 hour haha, ito pa pala ang nakakamiss na moments nung ys11 or 4th year kapag t.l.e time eh merong seating arrangements dun kaso di namin sinusunod kasi nga ang modship namin ang batas *haha!* ayun magkakatabi kami nila mae,monica & ako tapos magsusulatan kami sa likod nang notebook namin tapos dun yung conversation namin, take note**di kami nakikinig sa discussion, HAHA. promise! ewan ko nga ba bat kami ganun. meron pa kapag c.l.e time eh *mod* namin yung teacher dun aba, tumatawa kami sobra *okay okay, i know im being bad but, syempre unforgettable moments nga eh!* ayun may mga funny phrase kasi siyang sinasabi tapos kami naman napapatawa. wow talaga. hihi. maraming maraming memories talaga sa ange na alma mater ko, at masasabi ko na proud ako kasi grumaduate ako sa Angelicum College :)

Tapos naman meron din mga memories sa mga lower levels, yung mga ka-school bus ko na 1st year dati ayun friends ko nga yata yung ibang classmates nila tapos naging friends ko na rin tuloy yung barkada nila, *hanep!*, ayun saya saya talaga kasi akala nila ka-batch rin nila ako tapos na-surprise sila nung sinabi ko na ys11 na ako, ayos! **sigh.

ngayon na nasa iba't-ibang universities na kami and colleges pala, ayun kahit papaano nagkikita parin kami or minsan text or chat. pero iba parin yung na-establish na friendship nung nasa angelicum pa kami. ngayon nga eh, ibang-iba na yung alma mater namin, parang calaruega na yung ichura. plus maraming nagbago talaga, lalo na yung tambayan nang barkada namin :(( wala na dun sa inuupuan namin yung name nang barkada namin. sobrang nakakamiss, kasi diba nga ang dismissal time namin 3:30 tapos minsan mag-stay kami dun till 5:30 tapos maglalaro kami sa field or tambay lang or magsusulatan sa freedom wall. grabe, 11 years din ako dun ah. naalala ko pa nga nung first ko nag take nang entrance exam dun, mga first friends ko and yung first enemy ko pati first crush ko ever (kaso nung ys2 nawala na siya, mmhp) tapos yung first barkada ko, first cluster classmates, first admirer, first na nagkacrush sakin, first perfect m.a, first perfect zero m.a, first not returning the book on time, first vandal, first borrowing of module,first time na maging class treasurer,first time umiyak kasi umalis ang close friend ko, first basta lahat nang first. haha, pati yata kalokohan (hindi naman yung grabe ha! anghel ako). in the end of this blogging, super miss ko na ang angelicum college pati yung mga friends ko dun. lahat nang mga memories. :)) happy or sad man yun lahat yun naalala ko pa.

okay, tomorrow morning babalik na grandparents ko sa auburn,washington. thousand miles away nanaman sila. sobrang mamimiss ko sila, yung 3 weeks na yun eh full of happy moments, at least i did my part as a grand daughter. Thank you din po pala Mama&Lolo sa New Cellphone. I love YOU mama&lolo so much, tapos naman sa gabi aalis naman si dearest cousin kasi punta siya nang ilocos kasi magsurfing daw with friends. tapos sa wednesday plan nang barkada namin magkita-kita, dont know yet kung tuloy. tapos sa thursday uuwi kami sa province and be back by sunday eve. okay.. Happy summer everyone!! :)

itadakimasu

2008-03-15T19:04:00.004+08:00

****sigh. tapos narin ang sleepless nights, okay. SUMMER VACATION NA! and malapit narin ako mag birthday. masaya ako and ito nanaman malungkot. grrrrr. hindi na natapos ang kalungkutan sa buhay ko. masaya naman ako, okay naman lahat.. pero palagi nalang pag dating sakanya.. ang lungkot ko na. katulad ngayon, napaluha nanaman ako, ewan ko rin kung bakit. siguro tama na rin yung time na sobrang di na ako maka-concentrate sa pag-aaral, at yun bang may maskara ako na suot palagi. napaghahalataan na sa labas masaya at sa loob parang mamatay na ako. di ko na maintindihan sarili ko kung bakit pinagpipilitan ko pa yung sarili ko sakanya at siya naman itinutulak ako palayo. kahit ayaw na niya, ako naman sige parin. ano ba yan. sige lang, kung ayaw mo sige.. dito parin ako,..

maiba naman ako. bibilhan na ako nang new cellphone, too bad hindi grand piano:(, a new pair of speedo suits lavvv eeeeet<3, & paris hilton's perfume and ofcourse with my own money im gonna treat my self a HELLO KITTY STUFFS x} , ohyeeeahhh! since malapit na nga birthday ko, ayun. daming regalo. nakakatuwa naman, weeeeee.

COSPLAY with my best guy friend [ EZi ], NEVER-ENDING LAUGHTERS with my girl friends [ YANi, DiANA, KiKES, CHEE, JAMiE, JOMAi, JEANE, MiTCH, COY, JESSiCA, LALA & KARMi ] and never-ending asaran with [ roujo, iggy and dax. ] full support of our barkada! :) &&yung mga lakwatcha days with my BAJ! :) weeeee. ai nako. marami pa sana ako gusto sabihin kaso talaga tinatamad na ako mag type, i guess that's what my blogging churva this time ang tamarin. i love him, i really really do and no one can stop me. (nababasa mo ba yan? oo, ikaw nga. alam mo naman ikaw yun eh! ikaw lang laabbbb ku. pramis! kahit may iba ka na, sige parin ako.)

and oh,tsaka na ako mag thank you speech pag feel ko na. :)

i love you and only you. and i love you like i loved you before and i love you more than you love me.

♥ Bahahaha :)

2008-03-07T10:41:00.003+08:00

Itsumo no shisen ni kimi ga ite kokyuu ga dekiru
Boku ni totte nara Sore dake de Mou Juubun na hazu
na no ni

I dont know what to say. Should i stop ~~loving~~ him? MAYBE. its been months of being desperate.

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FINALS NEXT WEEK. ---ERR.. --GRR. --EYEBAGS! basta, miss na miss na miss na miss na miss na miss na miss na miss ko na yun, oh! Ü

MARCH BABY :)

2008-03-03T12:49:00.002+08:00

yeh. im so excited to my birthday, :) (1) I dont know if my barkada and i are having this "OVERNIGHT STAY" in my house plus "PARTY". I JUST DON'T KNOW. (2) I want a GRAND PIANO FOR MY BIRTHDAY ---if ever Daddy you're reading this, hehe. I dont need a new cellphone or whatsoever, Swear! I want it badly, :[ (3) Planning to go to ACE SPA, since were planning that since last year i think. (4) My brother's on a HECTIC SCHED. So i want my brother to be on my birthday or rather before cos i ♥ you KUYA :)) (5) Advance Greeting from my fuhreeeeeeeeends was surprising though. haha. :)) THANK YOU. (6) Is he going to greet me at exactly 12:00 am? will he be the first one? ---idk (7) My bestfriend, Eirene, was planning to have a post-birthday for me and her also cos her birthday is March 24. BAMM! im March 25. see were destined to be bestfriends. (8)Watch Colbie Caillat concert in Trinoma, :) (9) $$$$$$ MONEY $$$$$$ -oops, it must be PHP PHP PHP -Philippine Peso haahaha. (10) Of course, i want my Family be with me. Hahaha. :) Yes, TRUE.

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March 1- Shobe and i chat. yeh. chatchat as in . :) I miss her so much, :)
Her birthday is on March 6, loveyou SHOBE :)

March 2- Nothing Much happen, owyea there is. I did do a lot of things. STUDY. ADVANCE REVIEW. :(

March 3- Today, haha. Were going to get the new cellphone of Mommy :) Wow. I love iiiit.

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P.S *If ever you're reading this (you know who you are), I miss you. & Thank You.

Im back, yey!

2008-02-29T09:24:00.003+08:00

I love my boo. haha, as if i have one. I love you i love you i love you i love you. 26262626262626262626. --enough.

anyway, ive been busy was i? haha. I enjoy being with my Bestprennns, my soldgettes and my barkada. Oh, my grandparents made my week, promise! i love `em. pero wala sila sa birthday ko:(( grrrrrr. tapos i love my ading too. :)) i miss my star and shobe.

i LOVE lifeÜÖÜ

2008-02-23T12:14:00.008+08:00

i love life, cos i have my best-est friends. I have GOD with me. My family. :) Star, Shobe & my ading. Need i ask for more? i guess not.

thanks to my BAJie's, SF, best5, bez, bebs.

Yehey, ayun pala andito na yung Grandparents ko., Weeeeeee. Tapos ayun, masaya talaga tapos goodnews, preggy yung aso namin. :) nice man! haha. tapos namimiss ko na si STAR. grabe. ang tagal na nung huli kaming nagkita. Si shobe naman, last night magkachat kami ^______^ and si ading kaso sandali lang. tapos kagabi tinulungan ako ni bestipot(yani) & lalanessie na magupload nang 400+ pics nung 18th bday ni yani. woooooow! dami! :) photographer ako eh, naks! assuming. hihi.

okay, inatake na ako nang katamaran mag type kahit gusto ko magblog. :)

until this day.

2008-02-21T20:44:00.004+08:00

youve given me emotions i
never even knew i could feel.
you have given me wonder
towards something i never
knew could be real. youve
given me a smile when i felt
near in tears. you gave me
happiness, & took away all
my fears. you brought me
laughter when i was in pain,
brought me the sunshine when
i was alone in the rain. from
all the pinky swears, hugs and
kisses we shared, to all those
moments you showed me you
cared. youve done something i
thought no one could do, you
brought me an angel...
and baby that was you.

--ajibash

No matter how you push me away, and no matter how far you are to me. still. still.. HAHA. YOU REALLY THOUGHT I WOULD TELL YOU? BAHAHAHAHAHA!! its what you called, NEVERMIND,BRO! just burp, and have a life!

You make me smile

2008-02-19T15:22:00.003+08:00

haha. haha. laugh. laugh. :))

After math subject, i was able to wonder rather think WHO MIGHT THAT BE?. (tama ba english ko?) ayun. grabeeeeeee!! :)) sabi niya sa GoodFriend ko na: Mapipigilan ba ang puso kapag umiibig?, ang cheeeeeeeesy, wuuuuu!! Kinukulit ko na nga si GoodFriend kung sino siya, HMPFT!! okay okay. maraming moments talaga, haha.
[AKO NALANG ANG MAKAKALAMAN NUN PATI SI BESTIEPOT]

Tapos ko nang basahin ang Veronika Decides to Die by Paulo Coelho. ~~He's happy na and he really loves her, so am i.~~

smile

2008-02-16T14:40:00.004+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥

those hearts? haha. wala lang yun, im very very happy now.
I guess after all those months, ive finally made a decision, Forget and Accept, Let go. That's it. Period. Lets not talk about that stuff, itll ruin my day.
Later, its my close-good friend's 18th birthday, and guess what!!! :) Pinayagan ako mag-overnight because of No Failing grades this Midterm, Thank You Lord! Super ka-duper thanks talaga Lord, without the knowledge and wisdom siguro di ko masasagot yung exams. Kwento na lang ako.

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[Im not going to type everything, just the summary, okay? :))]

February 12 - BAJ is established. emsdjay-pot,tinniepot & kimmiepot, went to SM, watch ONE MISSED CALL (not scary, promise!), stayed at starbucks for awhile then we bought fraps to chill, pictorial :)

February 13 - I have a date with my Barkada. Yani and i went to chowking near UST to see Jayran for the invitation, next stop, Jeaniel's house. Haha, bagong gising si Jeane! gave her the invitation, picture and chedeng, pumunta na kami sa Mcdo quezon ave. Lala & Diego are there. We waited for Ezi till 6pm. Enjoy

February 14 - HAPPY HEARTS DAY!

February 15 - Nothing much happened. SCHOOL DAY.

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Here's the pics, sort of, dami kasi.

Good Times

2008-02-11T13:02:00.001+08:00

The pics last Saturday, konti lang muna. :) ahaha.

Im doing rather editing my theme for my cellphone. I just love it. really.^^ next is, i met ate Apple hours ago here in Blogger. She's sweet and kind. Next. oh ima tell you what happened last night. We went to greenhills, to be specific in Promenade. We ate at the new restau called, ( i forgot.. sorry! ) but it was a japanese restau, sarap nang food! yummy! i love the pork pepper rice, YUMYUM! we watched A walk to remember in the Mall's tv, absolutely! yan ang lagi naming ginagawa pag nasa promenade kami. My kuya and i played at timezone, then i experiment inside the C.R ( kasi walang tao kaya nag pictorial ako dun! haha! FREEDOM!!) tapos nung pauwi na kami, kuya and i took a pic on our shadows, (man! that was pretty good!!) then i slept inside the car, 30 minutes din yun ah. para bang the whole 30 minutes drive pauwi sa bahay eh, ganto.. tulog ako na gising (labo ba?) haha. Ayun, Yesterday din pala, before kami pumunta sa GH, nanuod ako nang Just Like Heaven na movie, GOSH! ang ganda ganda talaga pati yung movie na If Only. Nakakakilig talaga!

~that's it for now, ima do my assignments again, i mean err re-check the solutions and the answers on my Math Homework so that ill get 100. Sayang din yun ah, its already Finals and nako! kailangan matataas ang grades. Advance Happy Valentine's Day!

On FEB.16 - 18th birthday ni Childhood/Angelican/Ka-barkada Ianna! cant wait to see the whole gang and surprise her, haha.! ano ba itong sinasabi ko? haha. Tapos sa FEB.21 uwi nang grandparents ko, weeeeeeeee! :) I MISS THEM!! :)

"If you cant move, then do the groove"
-Pachi

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and now, i remember YOU again, grabe. im sorry if i did, i just miss you. &&&~~love you,still.~~

You Said It Wasn't
Gonna Be Like It Was Before
Then It Happened Again
Pushing Me Back Out The Door
Thought It Would Be Forreal This Time
Love Me Forget About The Signs
So Now What Do I Do
Now, That I Know That We're Through

[Chorus:]
Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me

[Verse 2:]
Too Late, Sorry
I Didn't Even Have The Chance
You Said You Were Happy
Baby, I Don't Understand
Gave You Everything You Asked For
And Was Ready To Give A Lot More
I Would've Given The World
Right In The Palm Of Your Hand

[Chorus:]
Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me

[Hook:]
Boy, My Heart Was True
And That You Can't Deny
Don't Be A Fool
And Walk Away From All The Lies
It's Up To You
Cause Heaven Knows I've Tried
Tell Me You're Still In Love
Yeahhhh Ohh

Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me
Forget About Me...

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The Phantom in Me

2008-02-09T09:33:00.000+08:00

..................cheyeah

di kita ma-gets! paano ka hindi naging masaya? asus! halata naman na sobrang saya mo sakanya eh. Ano ba talaga gusto mo ipahiwatig? Dahil ba alam mo hanggang ngayon ~~mahal~~ parin kita? o sadyang KARMA ko lang to? Kahit na sinabi mo mag ~~move-on~~ ako, di ko kayang gawin kasi nga ~~ikaw~~ parin. at wala ka nang magagawa pa.

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kahapon February 8 bumili na ako nang camera ko :) parang katulad nung dati kaso mas maganda yung nasira :( pero okay narin. Woooo! after 10 months, finally meron na akong camera. Pink siya, hihiÖ & sobrang saya namin nila Tame, Tinay, Nikka & Madel ♥ love them.

So into you :(

2008-02-07T13:15:00.000+08:00

Ano ba naman na title yan. Eh, paano wala akong maisip na title. Buahaha. Okay kahapon, last day na ni Uncle dito sa pinas, tapos unexpected pa yung pagkikita namin ni Kristine sa Mall. Plus, 3 minutes yata yun, i dont know. ah basta tumawag ako kay Natalie (star) wala lang kasi super miss ko na siya. :) Then, ayun nga, nung nagkita kami ni Kristine, kwentuhan agad, ikot sa mall, picturan, tawanan and super duper miss na namin ang isa't-isa. Then nag starbucks ako mag-isa, vanilla frap venti and oatmeal cookie = P190, ubos ang allowance ko. Haha, yan ang napapala nang di na kumakain. eh panu gutom ako eh, haha. ANG WEIRD KO! pilitin mo na lang i-gets para mas okay. So ayun, pag-uwi sa bahay. Nakita ko si Kuya and Ate, kumakain na sila. Tapos binigay ko na yung CD kay kuya. And voila. WALA NA AKONG PERA THIS WEEK! anyway, si AJ (algene) si couz kuno, si good friend and a good listener. ka-text ko kagabi aba! ang aga kasi matulog kaya bitin nanaman ang usapan namin ni couz. (special mention ka!!) NEXT. today? wala naman akong ginawa, oh. i edit some pics, do something like dancing (english yun aah! rhyme siya ulitin mo!), eat cake and drink yakult. haha. :)

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I dont know. I am Confused. You know i STiLL LOVE YOU. I want you back. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! ano ba sinasabi ko? ~~ayaw na niya eh, ayaw na niya, at di na muling maibabalik ang noon. bat kasi pinagpipilitan ko sarili ko sakanya. nakakainis. nakakaasar. sana ako na lang siya para masaya na akong muli...~~

..i dont know either

2008-02-05T09:45:00.001+08:00

Everything happens for a reason. I really believe in that. I believe that whatever is brought upon you, it would be something that you'd eventually get through. And you end up becoming stronger and wiser than you were before.

Life is so intricate. Hindi nawawalan ng complications. And it's also a never-ending circle. Para ngang wheel. One time you're at your highest point, feeling all satisfied and happy, the next, you feel your lowest. You realize that you've made a lot of mistakes that you can never turn back on. Regrets are always tough. It makes you feel foolish. It makes you ask questions to yourself. Questions you have the answers but you just dont know why. Labo ba?

Another complicated thing pa is time. Why does it have to be so fast? Like you just had your best weekend ever, and then Monday came and you had the worst day of your year so far. Its so weird.

Tapos I dont get it din why do people have to make excuses and lies and stuff pa. Be straightforward. Its so much better cause its direct to the point and it makes things less complicated.

The most important thing Ive learned today is that you can never depend on anyone but yourself. Only you can help you. Only you can make yourself feel better. In times like this, youll really know who your real friends are. And I am so blessed to have my Barkada, Camille V., Neji, My family and my good friends. They're staying true to me. And they give me real good advice. And that's what matters the most.

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I am really really SAD. because i miss him. GRRRR* But, i really really LOVE him. and i just couldnt stop myself from reminiscing the days. I know he's happy with her Girl now. Very Very Happy. From the outside i look very very happy, (fraud), but from the inside i am dying. If you think im desperate, then BACK OFF! i just want you to know that i love you, and that's for sure.

Starting Over.

2008-02-04T10:22:00.000+08:00

"im surely waiting type ya know
promises are made but surely they've been broken too many times. promises arent ment to be true anymore its because of you

i gave in trust too much that i was actually waiting on you, that i never got to you
for a fact im getting you out of my system,your actually not worth my time cutie, bye"

I cant be okay. ERRRRRRR. was i? haha. Actually, im busy chatting with my good friends Aundrea & Ira. One of the firmest reasons why i go internet. BLAMING AGAIN? keeeeds. I miss them so much, yes i do. Haha. Okay lemme tell you a story called "What Happened to me Yesterday?".
Feb. 3 - 2nd Anniv nang Church. REST. talk with my ol'good friend, Raymond. And chatting with my friends, Keshia & Jade. 2 pm na so hinatid na ako nila Mommy sa CCP kung saan manunuod kami nang Dance Show. Ang 300 php mo di masasayang kasi ubod nang ganda plus, ito yung nakakatawang part kasi yung 1st part nung show since maraming na-late so andun kami nang classmates ko sa harap okay ang nasa ticket namin ROW P eh dahil nga sa maraming late dun kami sa ROW A pumunta oh diba sosyal. pero nung nagkaron nang 10minutes break, ayun pinabalik ule kami sa ROW P kung saan yun talaga ang pwesto namin, hmpft! okay narin tapos, BWAHA! may nagperform, guy siya tapos naka ~~brief~~ lang, AAAAAAAACK! tapos ang daming nagtitilian, tapos biglang nag-stop yung music and then, biglang namatay yung ilaw, tapos tapos tapos.... yun pala Na-power ekek daw sila. Pero after ilang minutes nag-start ule, then natapos na siya then yung Philippines All Stars na!! :) Di ako fan nila lalo na nang HipHop pero dahil sila yung sumayaw ayun gusto ko narin sila. I just LOVE them! :) Lalo na yung girl na mahaba ang buhok basta ang ganda. And tenenenen, yung nagballet ang galing kasi andun si Lisa Macuja-Elizalde. Astig! ang galing din nung yung Danceport! astig! wuuuu. Thumbs UP! ayun.. yung huli na pinakilala yung nagperform tapos parang may showdown, astig talaga! :) Then, nakipagpicturan ever na ule sa mga performers. :) tapos. sinundo na ako nila Mommy, punta ule church. tapos Presentation na nila. Tapos ayun, masaya :) WHEW! tapos nag 24-hour MCDO kami, haha. taops chikahan kami nila Ma,Dad and Bro. Ayun nakita din ni Bro. yung ka-batchmate niya na Lourdesian tapos mayaman ha, naka chevy na yun. wala lang. ayunnnnn. WHEWWWW! Exhausted pero masaya.

My January Days..

2008-02-02T12:52:00.000+08:00

January Days are so "ma-drama". ano daw? hahahaha. anyway. My NEWYEAR wasnt that great, obviously i was crying the night before the first day of the year 2008. I thought my life is a mess, that i couldnt take the pain in my heart. OH! HOLY CRAP! naaah. as the days goes by, i already accept and let go of everything, though it still ~~haunts~~ me, the ghost of a good thing. I learned to sacrifice more than i used to before, i learned that every good thing has an END and that every tear I shed was actually a sign of accepting the fact that it was over. 31 days, i use mask to cover the pain and that people around me wont see im hurt. Sometimes, i tend to forget him. But a part of HIM was actually i cant deny that i do miss him. I wish i never knew him, and that i wish i never fall so deep inlove. But, i cant stop my heart from loving him before.. I thank God for my Family and Friends for making me smile and always making me feel im okay. Finally, i could say. i already MOVED ON, like you. Right now, I wanted to write lots of things about college stuff but I’m really tired now. I am actually typing this sentcene with my eyes closed. Hahaha, I should start practicing typing with my eyes closed now. XD

Ooooooh This Craaaaaazzzzyyyy Loooooveeeee.

2008-01-29T21:17:00.000+08:00

Started this song at 2 am on a lonely summer night.
Wanted to make things easier,
I wanted to make things right.
Hungry for a midnight snack you know I'm hungry for you,
Kitchens closed girl ya I know so whats this boy to do ?

You are everything, you’re everything I hoped for,
you are everything,
everything I need.
When tomorow comes
and you'll be there should
I even try
do you even care
do you know how far
I'll go just to keep this pain from you
oh girl I'll do anything for you.

I've been watching you sleep for a night or two, and I know I'm on
Your mind. I see it in your eyes you know its right on time.
I talk to you for hours without saying a word, here’s the best love song
I ever wrote hope its the best you've ever heard.

You are everything,
you’re everything I hoped for, you are everything, everything I need.
When tomorrow comes and you'll be there should
I even try do you even care do you know how far
I'll go just to keep the pain from you oh girl
I'll do anything for you. Yeah...

When tomorrow comes will you be
there should I even try do you even care do you know how far
I'll go just to keep the pain from you oh girl
I'll do anything for you. I'll do anything for you Yeah here’s the best love song I've ever wrote
I'll do anything for you
Yeah oh, here’s the best love song I've ever wrote.
I'll do anything for you....

And that's one of the best L O V E song evah! :)

Now listen to this one, actually hindi ito yung kanta nung lyrics sa taas,. haha. love iit :)

aaaaaahyaaaaa!

Friend1: woooooooow! na-miss kita!

ME: ako din

Friend2: (hugs) miss you kimy!!

ME: ako din

Friend1: tipid mo magsalita!

ME: onga

Friend2: Payatot!!

ME: onga

Friend1: miss you girl!

Friend3&4: (looking at me) GANDA MO GIRL! NAKS!

Friend2: Ganda mo. ayeeeeeeeeeee

ME: onga eh

Friend1: (holds my bag) naks. i miss you talaga and your laugh

ME: (laugh)

Friend2: yan eh. May quiz tayo!! Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!

Friend3: kimy! pa-kopya!!!!

ME: okay.

Friend4: ano ba!!? kimy?? ui!!

ME: ano?

Friend1: Skittles oh!

ME: TY! :)

yan ang nangyari kanina. tapos kanina habang kumakain, may naalala ako. tapos bigla akong napakanta nang Crazy Love ni Kim Chiu, shocks!! ANG WEIRD KO! pero nakisabay narin sila :) Lubbyou my prins! haha. :) prins * friends.

22nd Bday ni Kuya :)

2008-01-21T19:45:00.000+08:00

Birthday ni kuya ngayon. 22 years old na siya. Happy Happy Birthday. Love you so much kuys!

---I wonder why im so dang stupid about that whatever individual! GRRRRRRR! anyway, birthday din pala ni Bes Tina ngayon, ayos! :) tapos kahapon si Besty Camille naman ang may birthday. Labyu Guys! ♥

[ B O O ]

---♥kim

Sakura Kiss Piano Version is ♥

2008-01-19T11:34:00.000+08:00

Piano Version of Ouran High School Host Club, Sakura Kiss :)

Do you know where i can get the Music Sheet? Anyone? [:

Kagabi nung nag-aaral ako (not really) nakita ko yung cellphone ko umilaw tapos nagulat ako si Kit nagtext:) at ang sabi niya Ading! i miss you. Call ka lang, ill wait. ayun eh may sira nga sim card ko kaya ayun pumunta na ako kay mommy tapos tumawag na ako sakanya :) First Call 28:47 minutes due to no signal or may napindot ako? then tawag ule ako Second Call 38:58 minutes, dahil naman si Daddy may tatawagan daw. :( Pero sobrang saya talaga as in nagsheshake yung left hand ko,tapos parang nanginginig ako. Grrrrrr. I miss her so much talaga. Hmmmn. habang naguusap kami eh, may ginawa akong "ARTWORK".kaya isesend ko yun sakanya.

kanina naman sa Nat.Sci (2 times akong nag-recite), grrrrr parang ako nalang nakikita nung Prof na yun. Tapos nagkaron nang Quiz. 30 items and 6 ata di ko nasagutan. English, haha. Quiz ule got 10/17.owmennnnnnn!!

♦ B O O

---♥km

happy happy week.

2008-01-18T15:57:00.000+08:00

happy week :) ohyes. Last wednesday, parents and i watched Alvin and the Chipmunks i super duper ♥ THEODORE. dahil chubby chipmunk siya and boses ni JESSE McCARTNEY yun. tapos ayun last night ito ang mga text messages from my 2 college besprens (mayla & eirene).

Mayla: buti nalang may km ako :)

ME: awts, sweet. love you bespren! basta andito ako uh, hugs tight:)

Eirene: bili na ba ako nang ticket?

ME: oo! pus bayaran nalang kita next week. isama mo yung friend mo ah :)

Eirene: syempre! yun ang school nila eeeeeehhhh!

ME: churreee, malay ko ba.

ayun, sobrang thankful ako kay God kasi may mga besprens ako tulad nila.
minutes ago, si kuya sabi sakin. gawan mo naman kami nang slideshow ni Ate Kris mo. so, ako naman, gagawin ko yun tomorrow afternoon. Nuod ule ako nang It Started With a Kiss 2 ♥

advance happy birthday Bestfriend; Camille Tracy Valencia on the 20th of January and April Tina Candelario on the 21st of January. & Kuya, happy birthday too! :)

---♥km

so busy.

2008-01-14T14:40:00.000+08:00

yes i am. haha. sa baba nitong entry na ito eh bitin diba diba. dahilan nang ako ay tinamad mag internet or ayoko lang talaga. Nung saturday nga birthday nang STAR ko (my lil sis). Siya lang naman si Natalie Keith :) weeeee. :) i love her talaga. Tapos uhm ano pa ba? ah nasa Trinoma kami nun and ayun bumili ako nang 2 books sa Powerbooks. We ate at Taco Bell and bumili ako sa DQ nang Chocolate Coated Strawberry **yumyum** tapos nag grocery kami sa Landmark ayun blahblah.
Ito nga pala ang nangyari sakin last week.

January 8 - Nothing Much happen, nag-aral buong araw.

January 9 - Experiment sa Bio (nat.sci). Discussion sa Eng. and Dance sa P.e

January 10 - Pag Thursday wala akong pasok. Wait nakalimutan ko na yung nangyari.

January 11 - kasama ko si Bespren! :) Pumunta kami sa SM then nanuod kami nang Sydney White and the seven dorks. and kumain kami sa Red Ribbon. And nag starbucks ule. I just love my ♥ my bestfriend. And guess what March 24 ang bday nia tapos ako naman March 25.

Sunday January 13 - After sa Church. Umuwi sa bahay. Rest and pumunta kami sa Market!Market! ayun. meron na din planner si Kuya nang Starbucks. tapos nun habang andun kami sa foodcourt eh masakit yung right leg ko kaya umupo lang ako habang sila Mommy,kuya and cousin bumibili nang Fruits. Then kumain na sila at ako naman hindi. tapos, pumunta kami sa Eastwood. annnnnnnnnnnnd. umuwi na. :)

Ngayon? aral lang ule kasi yung 2 subjects ko bukas may quiz kaya ayun nagrereview ako.

Weeeeeeeeee. Napanuod ko na rin ang It Started With A Kiss 2, episode 1-4 :) wooooooo! ang saya saya! Tapos gusto ko maglaro sa drumset nang pinsan ko dun sa ps3 niya, and yung Wii :) loveiiiiit. Ano pa ba? teka teka. Medyo malapit na birthday ko, excited ako na hindi. (weird.) ito pa, gusto ko pumunta sa Enchanted Kingdom kasi gusto ko ule dun sa Rialto and sa Rio Grande and dun sa Palosebo (tama ba yun?). Sa January 25 naman concert nang MCR, should i go or should i stay home?

Ive been tagged by Mina♣

The rule: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 10 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all. -- something i do not believe, but i'll do it for fun. ^________^

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
SHE says: probably when im 27 years old. :)

2. What color do you like most?
SHE says: green.

3. If one of your friends will leave and migrate,what would be the last thing you’ll say to him/her?
SHE says: I LOVE YOU! :) kahit na thousand miles away tayo eh, love parin kita!

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
SHE says: my room. XD

5. What's the best way to kill a person?
SHE says: let him drink a poisonous water :) HAHA! (meron ba nun?)

6. What is the most important thing in any relationship?
SHE says: understanding, naks.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
SHE says: my family and my friends.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
SHE says: idonate ko sa church namin yung 10% nun :)

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
SHE says: i dont know.

10. Why are you answering this tag?
SHE says: i was tagged. (:

11. How many children do you want to have when you get married?
SHE says: 2. boy and girl

12. Till now, what is the moment that you regret the most?
SHE says: HIM! T__T pero tapos na eh.

13. Which type of person do you hate the most?
SHE says: yung FEELING!.

14. If you had one wish, what would you wish for?
SHE says: turn back time,.

15. How do you feel right now [and why]?
SHE says: very very tired. wala lang, though di ako tired, wuha.

16.How would you react if you see your best friend together with your crush?
SHE says: SCREEAAAAAAAM!

17. Do you have any soul mates?
SHE says: maybe.

18. It’s already 2008. Do you have a new year’s resolution?
SHE says: BE A SCHOLAR. XD haha.

19. Name of that someone you love.
SHE says: clue clue, merong vowel ang name niya.

20. Ever wanted a supahhpower; what?
SHE says: yung pagiging invisible, ohcheayeaaaaaah.

nothing.

---♥kim

stress week

2008-01-12T18:04:00.000+08:00

haha. 6:03 pm im here at Fitness First Platinum. Ito ang masaya kasi si Dad ang first member nang Fitness First dito sa Pinas kaya ito nakakapasok ako sa loob. haha. :) i love this one. :) :) SUPER. anyway. mamaya nalang ako magkwekwento pag uwi sa bahay. to be continued later ~gotta go.

wag kang maarte!

2008-01-07T12:46:00.000+08:00

GRRRRR. [wala lang, haha.] kahapon nakakatuwa, ewan ko natutuwa ako kasi Sunday. may kinaiinisan ako, ewan nakakairita siya super. meron vowel sa name niya. ewan ko ba, nakakairita talaga siya. lalo pag nakikita ko mukha niya parang gusto ko siyang pakainin nang shark's fin at painumin nang buko juice. HMPFT! nakakainis ka, super. hindi ka rin nakakatuwa.

ayun bukas start na nang kalbaryo, assignments, quizzes, research, blahblah. SCHOOL AGAIN! anyway. last night (mag kwento nalang ako), andun kami sa greenhills as usual. tapos ayun si kuya & ako naglaro lang sa timezone, nakakita ako nang mga artista and na starstruck ako kay Pilita Corales, swear! she's so beautiful and kahit na oldie na siya MAGANDA parin siya. :) N E X T umakyat na kami ni kuya sa may 2nd floor nang promenade yung mga restaurants tapos may nakita akong mag boyfriend & GF na super kung magkiss!(eeew, no to PDA please. gross) i mean, napalingon lang ako sa kanila tapos they kiss like there's no people around them. N E X T we watched the thing basta yung presentation for christmas ayun, parang mag crichristmas palang nga eh. (sana nga) grabe talaga tapos nung naglalakad kami ni Therrie (my cousin) kwento siya nang kwento tapos nung tatawid na kami NAKO PO! muntik na kami masagasaan pero tawa pa rin kami nang tawa, HUHLA! ayun, anu pa ba? uhm.. wait.. ah ito pa pala nung nasa FullyBooked kami ni kuya ayun, nagkwento ang aking kapatid about his GF, aba aba. nagtatampo daw si Ate Kris. TSKTSK. ano pa ba? uhm. FullyBooked is my HAVEN :) HAHA!! joke lang. Kung pwede lang ako mag trabaho dun ako sa FullyBooked tapos magbabasa lang ako nang books,. :} weeeeeeeeee. masaya tapos nung andun kami sa Krispy Kreme kami ni Dad picture lang nang picture, haha. that's one thing i love most about my Dad, he loves to capture every single moment. :) kaya nga FULL na yung memory card nia, :) uhm wait. ito pa. napagkamalan lang kaming magkakapatid, yes true! weeeeeewooooooots. N E X T may na-discover akong inumin, CANADA DRY. grabe ang sarap niya super :) :) ayun.

--♥km

forgiveness

2008-01-05T14:50:00.000+08:00

SORRY. -- you know who you are.

nothing much happen this day, ow yes there is. EXAMS AGAIN! oh nightmare, lol. im happy, partly. i guess i am. haha. but i Thank God for my friends and family for making me happy especially my bestfriend Camille Tracy Valencia i love you bes!! :) and my besprengs also Mayla Angelique Almirol & Eirene Joy Louise Ocampo. sumakit panga ko kanina, haha! :) "lying alone with my head on the phone.." weeewoooots. &&&& I do MISS my barkada SUPERFRIENDS! aaaaaaw. ang dami kong gusto pasalamatan as in. And and and kay Janine Vienne Tomas & Natalie Keith Solonio na laging andyan at nakikinig sa aking storya. and kay Jamie Hillary Manzano, my cousin na sobrang supportive. :) to my bespren Angelo Bacena for helping me too. and to my ading Aiela Elise Tankiamco for listening and sharing your secrets too. sino pa ba? uhm si Jubelle Galang & April Tina Candelario sa mga nakakatawang moments, love you girls! kay Ira, Aundrea & Micuh Thanks tootsierolls!

in the end, na-accept ko na yung bagay na yun. masakit na masaya na magulo. HAH! basta, this day i could truly say nagbago na ang pananaw ko about life, dahil siguro 5th day nang 2008. connection, dudette!? hahahaha.. ill be on hiatus mode again dahil malapit na mag-end ang school year na ito. wooooo! share ko pala, ayun daming prayer requests ngayon. una dun yung pag relocate nang place of work ni dad (tama ba yun?) oh basta from 'pinas to london. talagang todo pray ako dun not because of the place but i want something new for my DAD. i want something BETTER for my DADDY, i know GOD is DOING GREAT THINGS FOR DADDY and to US also. Ayun nga according to dad, "If you submit yourself to God, im sure every blessing will pour out". Talagang pinagprepray ko yun every night yung pag approve nang BigBoss or the Head nang company ni dad sa london yung work niya. If it's God's will, Thank you LORD!! Please i need you prayers too. Another, si kuya at ako naghahanap na nang place for my party next year. kung sa 1Esplanade (near Mall Of Asia) or sa The Blue Leaf (Fort Bonifacio). And ayun try to contact Rajo Laurel for the gown (crossfingers,here) plus magpapa-sketch na ako nang gown ko kay Eirene a.k.a NEJi . Im so excited. weeeeeeeeeeeee.

Need i say more?

--♥km

nanishitendarou

2008-01-04T18:45:00.000+08:00

ohyes. umiyak ako overnight. [pero why diba? napaka useless nun.] kaso mahirap tanggapin eh. di mo ba alam na sinasaktan mo ako nang sobra. hindi kasi ganun kadali MAG MOVE ON ikaw kaya sa posisyon ko, tara palit tayo para naman maramdaman mo yung nararamdaman ko. hindi kasi nakakatuwa, hindi din siya madaling kalimutan. haay nako, oo! ang bilis mo mag move on, sobrang bilis para bang walang nangyari. parang wala lang sayo ah, ako hirap na hirap sa mga nangyari tapos ikaw [WOW! AYOS KA TALAGA! NAKAKAINIS KA TALAGA!] mukhang masaya ka naman sakanya eh, sobra. nakakatuwa kayo, grabe. pwede pwede. ang galing. wuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!! pero honestly, THANK YOU. I MISS YOU. && i still LOVE YOU and i will never forget the time you said you LOVE ME , for the 1st time.

C H A N G E T O P I C

kagabi habang namomomroblema ako sa nangyari at sa nabasa ko. nakakatuwa kasi andyan yung mga taong nagmamalasakit sa akin. THANK YOU PO TALAGA SA INYO.

kanina, may pasok na. pero wala namang klase, very good! :) haha. kaya nagsama kami ni bestfriend sa mcdo tapos kumain kami nang longganisa ay kay bes pala corned beef tapos orange juice and hash brown. YUM (teeee'heee) ayun, yung sa styro linagay namin yung nickname namin dun using ketchup. hihi. :) I ♥ YOU BES! di pa pala ako nag tethank you sayo, oh ito na. thank you besty ah, kasi nakinig ka sa storya ko muli, pinatawa mo ako. and dahil sayo medyo nawawala narin yung pain kahit papaano. tapos ito pa yung nakakatawa na part nung magkasama kami ni Bes, nasa EAC BLDG kami tapos yung sa elevator walang e-man, kaya ayun. tapos pinaglaruan namin yung elevator parang priness namin yung mga buttons tapos ayun ang nakakahiyang part eh nung nasa G FLOOR na, nung mag oopen na yung door bigla akong nagpicture tapos pagbukas nang door dun nag flash yung phone ni Bes, shocks! kakahiya kasi yung guy nakita ako, infairness cute yung nakakita hahaha, muahahahahah!! owyeah.

---♥ km

another sad story

2008-01-03T20:12:00.000+08:00

...........[speechless]
nakakainis talaga. nakakainis talaga sobra. why cant i be happy? nung new year's eve pa ako ganito yun bang di na ako mapakali kasi sa nalaman ko. bat siya pa, bat ko pa kasi siya nakilala. NAKAKAINIS NA TALAGA! i have too. i need too. [WHY?] i dont know either. im jealous of her, i envy her. [again, WHY?] ughhh. 4 days ko na pinagiisipan yung mga bagay na dapat gawin sa isang tao, [~~ang pumatay~~] kidding. okay okay okay. serious na. ang hirap talaga, nakakainis ka talaga. ang hirap nito, ang hirap talaga. ako yung naiipit, ako yung sobrang naguguluhan sa sitwasyon na ito. mahal kita alam mo yun, pero bakit ganun di ko kayang kalimutan yung araw na ... pero kahit na sabihin mo na mag move on ako, di ganun kadali. mahirap talaga. edi sana yung araw na nagparamdam ka sana di mo nalang ginawa, tuloy bumalik yung nararamdaman ko sayo na kinalimutan ko na.., nakakainis ka na talaga. hirap na hirap ako sa sitwasyon na ito, pinipilit ko lang maging masaya para maging okay pero hindi nga eh. ang plastik ko na sa sarili ko, para bang pag humarap ako sa pamilya at kaibigan ko parang may suot akong maskara na tinatago ko ang sakit na naramdaman ko. OO NA! tama ka nga, na dapat mag move on ako. palit kaya tayo nang sitwasyon. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! nasira na yung 2008 ko. sirang-sira na. start palang nang taon nasira na. hay, oo na. kakalimutan ko na yung nangyari, masaya ka naman na sakanya at ako din unti-unti ko kakalimutan kung anu man meron nuon buwan nang abril last year. nagsisisi ako kung bakit pa kita nakilala, masaya naman ako nun nung hindi ko kayo nakilala. wala akong iniisip na ganito, yun bang walang iniisip na ganito. hayaan mo, hindi na kita guguluhin. kakalimutan ko yung mga nangyari. at yung isang tao na minahal ko nang lubos, na sa bandang huli mas masasaktan ako.. ayan, binura ko na yung mga alala mo. yung mga litrato, yung sulat na ginawa ko sayo yung copy nang binigay ko sayo, LAHAT YUN TINAPON KO NA.

naiinggit ako sa kanya, sobrang inggit. buti pa siya, masaya. nakakainis ka. pinapaiyak mo ako. ikaw lang gumawa nito sakin, nakakainis ka na talaga. pakainin kita nang siomai hanggang sa di mo na maubos. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. im sorry. sana di nalang talaga tayo nagkilala, kasi sobrang hirap nito. para bang di na matanggal sa isip ko yung nalaman ko. gosh. iniwan ko siya para sayo tapos nawala din tapos in the end ako din pala yung lubos na masasaktan. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. IM SORRY. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry.
sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry.
sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry.
sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry.
sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry.
sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry.
sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry.
sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry.

to angelo, aundrea, micuh, natalie, zafyra and paulene. thanks for listening. thanks for being there. i love you all.

o1.o1.o8

2008-01-01T13:03:00.000+08:00

Happy new Year! :)

another year, Thank God. Tapos pag balik ko sa school may exam ule, ayun balik sa normal mode. never-ending quizzes, research, discussions and so on. tapos SUMMER NA ULE, it means BIRTHDAY KO NA :) weeeeee. excited na ako sa birthday ko, ewan ko nga kung bakit. tatanda na ako, grrrr. dami nang plans for 2009 and im happy, super duper uber happy. then, kagabi malungkot ako, dahilan nang may nalaman ako and that makes me feel stupid all along. pero kinalimutan ko muna yun syempre new year nga, pero napapansin ni mommy na malungkot ako. [aaaw] anyway, muntik ko na masunog yung hotdog haha, kasi enjoy ako manuod at magvideo nang fireworks. :)) pero masaya parin. masarap din yung fruit salad/buko salad. and and and and in the END of 2007 i let myself be happy :) [haha, ang gulo ko.]

--im gonna miss 2007♥

last day nang 2007

2007-12-31T16:58:00.000+08:00

masaya itong year na to na nakakaiyak na magulo na exciting na sobrang mamimiss ko na meron akong regrets at kung anu-ano pa. marami rin akong natutunan itong year at marami pang iba. ito din yung year na yung christmas ay sobrang gastos ko as in, na binigyan ko yung isang tao na hindi ko lubos maisip bat ko pa binigyan pero masaya ako kasi ipon ko yung pinambili ko dun at yung kasama pa nung gift na yun ay pinagisipan ko din kung ano ang gusto ko ipahiwatig. ang masayang nangyari sakin ay ang nakatapos ako sa aking alma mater o ika nga grumaduate ako. :) at nakakilala nang maraming tao at lumawak ang aking pananaw plus 1st year college na ako at mga di malilimutang moments. di naman ako nagsisisi or medyo kasi sa mga nangyari. may mga bagay na gusto kong balikan kasi gusto ko ule itama yun at sana ngayon wala akong masaydong pinoproblema. pero unti-unti ko nang nauunawaan ang salitang "tapos na". past is past, you're already a part of that person's P A S T. okay okay. di ko rin ma-imagine na itong year na to nakilala ko ang iba kong kamag-anak at mas napalapit pa ako sa aking pamilya. pero ang higit sa lahat mas masaya ako kasi di ako pinapabayaan ni GOD. sa mga luha na aking naiyak, sa mga salitang dapat di ko nasabi, sa mga taong nasaktan ko, sa mga nagawa ko ito siguro yung masasabi kong nagmomold sa aking pagiging teenager. yes! itong year lang na toh ako umiyak nang grabe, ma-inlove, masaktan at higit sa lahat ang humingi nang sorry kay GOD. marami akong nasaktan, marami rin akong napatuwa. 2007 nga naman oh, kakaibang pangyayari nga naman. nawalan ako nang close friend pero atleast bago matapos ang year na ito nagka-ayos na kami.365 days din yun at sa panghuling araw nang taon 2007 muli na masasabi ko, i♥love this year

Sentiments

**I love my friends who are always behind my back, not just through happy moods but also during my EMOments. i admire them when they insist to stay by my side even though the crowd seems to grow in number. i love it when they appreciate me and I love to treasure those memories I had with them. And i definitely love THOSE who listen rather than talk, talk and talk, with the same old story. hmmm...
--> i want someone to listen to me, coz the secret is killing me inside. argg.That is why I am BITTER for what they are doing to me right now.. [ohh. drama .. but that's reality!]
** Have you ever felt waking up with the mood you just can't explain? The feeling of nothingness. The feeling where in you don't know where it came from? Feeling too bad to get out of bed and go to school? Seems so weird right? but it's what I FELT. And I hate that feeling. Can somebody explain this to me? But of course I am still thankful to see the sun rise again. But why do i feel this way? I just dont know.
** all they have are LIPS, too many lips. And their EARS, are all useless, very useless.
** this time, i'll bring back what i've lost. and this time, i'll be the NEXT.
- what my mind can conceive, I can achieve!
--NO STRINGS ATTACHED.
** one more thing: they are making me fall slowly but surely, yes I'm fighting these feelings, Im facing those & I know God will always be with me. I KNOW. Like what I have said, the more you exert you effort & EXCEL;the more blocks that will hinder you from continuing what you have started.

After the weekend

It feels like all-normal again after that weekend.. but one thing's for sure that made me happier than before..
one thing..
"I have to overcome this".. all I know is that God sent me something, that made me believe that I am not alone and i can always make it..if not, it's in His plans..
to overcome my weaknesses is the best thing I've experienced.. though i'm still in the process, i'm glad to say that I know I am. :) thank GOD.
but still one thing.. that I guess can't be easily changed is the fact na iyakin pala ako,, [kadiri!] =/ i really want to change it.. why can't I?
But.. overall..
I've learned something that will never ever be taken away from me: my relationship with God, thats the truest happiness.. :) and that if you want to be COMPLETE, you should first start to search for God before anyone else..
also..
Ive learned that in order to succeed.. break the rejection cycle! aryt! :)
"I am the captain of my faith, the master of my soul.."

Because of his love, I survived

I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED after that Saturday.
Life turned back to this. I'm happy. contented. though sometimes.. SOME :)sucks. but i don't care.. I want to shine again.and my HEART is here again. craving for WHAT? i dunno either..
all I know is that..Because of HIS LOVE, i survived. Thank you God.. and those who were sent by heaven(marami kayo. mahirap i-mention)., SALAMAT. :))
prayers granted. :)

THANKS SA INYO: ianna marie estabillo, jeane demiela aquino, cheery yvette angus, diana grace cabral, louella macatangay, karmina cruz, ezi badere, roudel joseph topacio, juan diego songco, micolei naxine correa, kristine jewel dollente, jomaila munsayac, clarissa pamela luna, erika mae rivera, gilbert dela cruz, jayran bobadilla, arianne devera, mae kirzen rilloraza, marice maestro, patricia maranan, BLINDFOLDED[ms.miguel`07], batch 07, mayla angelique almirol, eirene joy louise ocampo, camille valencia, jeryll cabrera, patricia artus, nicole rollorata, erika vicente, joyce estabillo, gee-anne de silva, tina candelario, jubelle galang, nikka dacaraga, mariz angeles, guylaine franchesca & bianca marchella gervacio, julia buco, samantha samson, angeli & julyen cabildo, micah ibanez, aundrea gosiengfiao, zafyra young, micuh gosiengtan, natalie keith solonio, aiela elise tankiamco, janine vienne tomas, jimmy bernard baquiran, angelo bacena, kriscel ilarde, jenny lorenzo, maria elizabeth navarro, maissie dioneda, ate loxanne fabe, ate dianne pae, kuya christian arelas, ate angel mendoza, tita deborah garing, daryl jade garing, mommy beth faculin, keshia faculin & ate karen faculin.

my cousins from mommy & daddy's side, relatives from both side, MOMMY^DADDY&KUYA, MAMA^LOLO, ~AND SA LAHAT, SORRY KUNG WALA YUNG NAME NIYO (IF EVER) BASTA LOVE KO KAYONG LAHAT♥ Thank you for being there in my UPS and DOWNS, for listening to my corny jokes, for helping me to solve "x" in math problems, for nurturing me, for giving me advices, for your UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, your patience, your SMILE, your encouragement, for EVEYRTHING. Thank GOD i MET you GUYS!♥ and ofcourse si God without him i wouldnt be able to overcome my fears, and Thank you God for enriching me and helping me, for the wisdom and knowledge and for good health. :) You are the KING OF ALL KINGS.

--♥ km [:

by your side - tokio hotel

2007-12-12T20:20:00.000+08:00

cant think of any title kaya yung pinapakinggan ko nalang na song ngayon na as in kaninang umaga ko pa siya pinapakinggan as IN!

DEC.8 - just another weird day.

DEC.9 - nasa bahay lang ako the whole day. and ooh, yung mga 2pm nagkita kami ni bespren EIRENE. actually trineat ako ni kuya kasi sila mommy & daddy wala sa house for about three days tapos ayun nalulungkot ako kaya sabi nia treat nia ako sa starbucks. ayun medyo malapit bahay ni bespren kaya iniinvite ko siya so game. toffee nut grande. wuuu! nag stay kami sa starbucks about an hour, pus parang bahay lang namin yun haha. laro sa psp nia, picturan, tawanan,.. tapos nung tinamaan na kami nang kapaguran at dahil din marami nang tao sa loob nang starbucks nagplano na kaming mag shopping, window shopping hahah! :) tapos punta kami sa toy store and play play. picturan ule tapos nag paper clay art kami at dun naubos ang oras namin, 3 hours din kami dun ah! pero masaya. :) i love my bestfriend so much.

DEC.10- NO CLASS. MEANS NO ALLOWANCE. haha. SPEND MY TIME WITH MY MOMMY, grocery. ate at yellowcab with daddy. :)

DEC.11 - weird. tapos uhm. ayun kasama ko si CON and kwentuhan to the max about something. alala ko pa nung math (first subject) nasa lab kami, nagsosolve nag super habang equation tapos gamit ang VOYAGE calculator (ang voyage calculator uhm itatype mo dun yung sobrang habang equation tapos may sagot na) so ayun nga. kahit na may ganun kailangan mo parin i-compare ang sagot mo sa answer nang calculator na yun. grabe, nakakasira nang ulo sobra. yung exercise 5 number 6-10 grabe sumakit na ulo ko kaya di ko na siya sinolve nang sarili ko parang umasa na ako dun sa calculator na yun. okay,filipino na. tapos break time tapos psychology na tapos uwian na. pagdating ko sa bahay natulog ako tapos ginsing ako ni mommy punta daw robinsons. tinext ko si erika (my kabarkada & my sis) ayun kita kami sa school nia tapos punta robisons, hehe. miss ko na siya sobraaaaaaaaaa..

DEC.12 - today? sobrang happy ko. :) haha. birthday ni louella macatangay a.k.a LALANESSIE (tawag ko sakanya yan) ayun. basta masaya ako sobra! :) ka-chat ko si shobe (janine) & si cousin kriscel. ayun, basta.. di ko talaga makakalimutan yung araw na ito.. :) K♥

yes, finally im happy.

tralalalala.[:

2007-12-07T15:53:00.000+08:00

LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE ako kanina. mga 7:50 am na ata ako dumating sa school and guess what wala pa ang prof namin sa math kaya meron pang time mag review and shocking din kasi first time ko ma-late, AYOS! WUUHOO!. tapos dumating na si prof and sabi nia "okay class get 1/2 crosswise paper and answer the following..." ayos. sabi ko naman "Sir, pwede open notes? kasi po ang daming formula eh, nakakalito." ayun. pumayag siya. 10 items din yun, yung 1 & 2 di ko sure lalo na yung no.1 kasi nakakalito kahit open book and open notes na yun ah. tapos filipino na, gumawa naman kami nang 1/8 paper kung saan isusulat namin yung name namin tapos bubunutin ni Prof. yun para dun sa graded game nia. ayos natawag ako tapos ayun, naka 1 point. NOT SO GOOD. and then, break time. im all alone, naglakad sa school (campus) tapos.. blablabla.. 12:00pm na time na, so PSYCHOLOGY class ko na,. review review sa quiz. got 17/20 equivalent sa 85%. NOT BAD. but IM NOT SATISFIED,grrrrr. ayun.. ♥ pag-uwi ko mga 2:15pm nag-usap kami ni LiZ-twin ayun. miss miss her so much<3

NOW CLICKTHIS ONE.<3 i made that for my twin, liz. :)

OKAY THAT'S IT. HAHA, OH. UUWI PALA MAMAYA SILA MOMMY & DADDY SA PROVINCE KASI NGA BURIAL NANG RELATIVE NAMIN TAPOS SANA SASAMA AKO KASO HINDI PWEDE TOO BUSY SA SCHOOL ACTS., PLUS UUWI DIN ATA KAMI SA 26TH, NOT SURE WITH THAT.

♥ kimkim xoxo

Non-sense.

2007-12-06T17:50:00.000+08:00

Honestly. Ive been in this whatever mode for the past few days/weeks or maybe a month now. That person made me think i was just an alibi. ~~IHATEYOU!!!~~.
Good thing it doesnt affects my studies, whoooo!! CHANGE TOPIC. CHRISTMAS is soooo NEAR♥ and i love bibingka. *yumyum* what else? uhm. so far, my life is .good. haha. okay, my christmas wishlist : STARBUCKS PLANNER -=the end=-.

hindi niyo ba napapansin na yung mga past entries ko puro kanta at lyrics? hehe. paano yung lyrics kasi related siya sa sitwasyon ko ngayon, ayos!! ang gulo ko, mas magulo siya. EWAN KO! ... ~quiz again in psychology & math tomorrow. grrrr.~

today: click the link to see.

RANDOM: CLiCK!

and he made this one: CLICK.

[ posted by: kimkim @6:04pm ]

hold on or let go?

2007-12-05T12:19:00.000+08:00

Its Not over - Secondhand Serenade

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

<

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

Forever - The Ambassadors

I may burn out like a candle
And i may pass away
I may fall just like a shooting star
My heart will stay
I'll be yours until forever
Forever i'll be true
To the promise i have made
From the day that i found you

Forever you're in my heart
Even if we're apart
I say forever i'll be yours
Forever i love you
I say forever i'll be yours
Forever i love you
My love will never fade away
Even if i die
And i will love you
Until the end of time
Even without your smile
So hear me please
I beg you

Dont walk away i need you
To stay with me and be
By my side
Hold my hand
And we'll work it out
Until...

Forever i'll be yours
Forever i love you
I say forever i'll be yours
Forever i'll be true
My love will never fade away
Even if i die
And i will love you until
The end of time
Even without your smile
So hear me please
I beg you to stay...

coruscate

2007-12-03T15:59:00.000+08:00

astonished<3

ohyeaaaaaah. been busy na super. last saturday uhm napag-isapan ko kung sasali na ako sa DEBATE CHAMBER.. (isip lang ako mabuti..) ano pa ba? uhm nung sunday naman kahapon (DEC.2) kasama namin yung mga tao from DOULOS. whoa! ang saya saya nila. :) hihi. ayun dont wanna talk about that much,. nung gabi marami nangyari pero ayun mixed emotions yun. oooh basta. ngayon? ito buti natapos na gawin lahat nang assignments and nakapag advance reading na ako para wala ako masyado pinoproblema or ~cramming..~ hihi. :)

although madami na ako nalaman tungkol dun sa tao na yun, ewan ko bat ganito parin ako sakanya.. haaaaaaaaaaay.. ewan. ewan. magulo siya sobra.. anyway..
lapit na mag Christmas, masaya tsaka dami ule gift wuuuuuupie.. <3

Your call - secondhand serenade

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
[X4]
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

japanese lanterns

2007-11-29T09:37:00.000+08:00

japanese lanterns..<3

kahapon nagtest kami sa nat.sci tapos nagtest sa english.. and 3 hours break time. im with my classmate jubelle happy happy hour. marami nanaman akong nalaman and yes i was so like dumbfounded. whoa! tapos tapos dami ko shinare sakanya about my life as in pati yung pinaka-secret ko ayos diba.. anyway, philosophy class talagang di ko na ma-take as in di ako makahinga.. ayun, so umuwi na ko. di ako naka-attend nang p.e class. pag dating ko sa bahay, bihis agad tapos tulog na ako.. mga 7 na ata yung pagtingin ko sa cellphone ko dami nagtext isa na dun si Natalie aaaaw super duper concern siya talaga, iLOVEyou star! & i called Liz-twin para sabihin na okay na ako. dami dami nagtext sakin kung okay na ako. pero hinihintay ko siya na magtext pero tama si jubelle.
anyway. today? wala naman akong gagawin.. tapos ko na basahin yung book na binili ko yung (bitter rose - melody carlson).. lapit na mag-end ang 2007, argh.. this year is so cool, huh? japanese lanterns yeaaaaah!

gumawa ako nang isang blog. ask me kung gusto nio basahin yun pero comments off yun tsaka walang tagboard, just plain stories. kung gusto nio mabasa yun leave me a word na gusto niu mabasa yun, :) peace out..

crepuscule

2007-11-26T11:27:00.000+08:00

NEW LAYOUT<3
i am happy. yes i am. whoa! ang weird nang panahon oh, uulan tapos umaraw. cool! ayun. dapat bibili ako nagyon nang Introduction to Psychology na book kaso ayun bukas nalang. Okay kagabi, bago ako makatulog yung 10 pages nang isang notebook ko sinulatan ko nang name nang isang tao. Ayun, uulitin ko nalang para mas maayos. [*wink*] bukas 1 month na kami magkaibigan ni star star star. <33 ohyeaaaah! ayos talaga i love love you natalie!! thanks sa lahat!

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tomorrow? argh! math, filipino & psychology. ayoko yung prof namin sa FILIPINO! argh!! nakakaasar!! sobra.. nakakawalang gana talaga tapos ako pa sa harap i mean ako yung nasa right nia so kitang-kita nia talaga ako. WHATEVER!!!!
tapos i remember last meeting sa psychology nanuod kami kung paano mabuo ang baby sa loob nang womb nang mother and plus sa katamaran namin manuod.. so chika chika lang eh yung part na nakatalikod ako may narinig akong umiiyak na bata so nung paharap na ako sa tv guess what linalabas na nang obgyne yung baby sa ano nang mother! aaaaaaacccckkk!! nanginig ako. as in. nakakalusaw.. argh.. eeeeccckkk!! anyway. i gotta go.. <3 byeyah

frailty

2007-11-24T17:54:00.000+08:00

whatever it is. haaaaaaaay. ang weird ko na these past few days, pero masaya naman din kasi lagi akong highest sa mga quizzes :] ang sarap nang feeling na kapag ikaw yung highest tapos wala ka nang care sa mga tao haha! (im rude!) joking. malapit na pala mag-end ang NOVEMBER na kung saan ang daming challenges this month as in pero nakayanan ko, yess! ayun. Thanks pala kay Jubelle as in sobrang nalinawan na ako sa aking problema, grabe!! the best ka talaga ate Jubz! (; (; tapos ang sakit din nang kamay ko sa pagbasketball hmpft pero ayos lang kasi linibre mo ako, sayaaaa!.. tapos pag dating ko naka-chat ko si ruby! whoa i miss her, haha!! ikaw ah, nagpunta ka lang sa california.. (:

[ why do you need to leave? ]

realize real eyes real lies

2007-11-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

after 1 week im back. daming ginawa sa school grabe. research, quizzes. guess what yung quiz ko sa psychology 36/40. very good to me! [: tapos i got 95 naman sa individual thingy sa P.E (: wupieee! pero im not yet satisfied with my sa Psychology grabeeeeee! anyway.. moments ago, magkausap kami ni Elizabeth "liz" and im so happy.
uhm last saturday (nov.17) bday ni ezi, ayun dapat magkikita kami sa SM NORTH EDSA kaso nga ang trapik kaya ayun umuwi na sila ianna and ezi so no choice pero sumama ako sa lakad nila Mommy dahil birthday din pala ni Tita Florence. (mga HS classmates & friends nila Mommy and Daddy) ang saya naman nang feeling na nagkikita pa kayo nang HS friends mo biruin mo ang tagal na nang friendship nila. so ayun stuck lang ako sa isang tabi. haha, nageenjoy naman tapos sila nagsasaya. the whole night was jampacked with people i dont know haha, kulit! well atleast sortof i did enjoy the whole night kahit pissed off ako sa traffic na yan! tapos last sunday nanuod kami nang one more chance na ang gusto ko kasama ay si shobs *janine* & star *natalie*. Ang ganda nang movie,. nakakaiyak talaga siya (okay, ang babaw nang luha ko, when it comes to mushy movies talaga..) tapos nakakatouch yung line na toh yung sinabi ni BEA kay John Lloyd na: Sana ako nalang.. (yung gf nia..) and then ang nakakaiyak na part yung si Maja Salvador klinose nia yung eyes ni John Lloyd and said ipipikit ko nalang mga mata mo [not the exact words] para di mo makita na nasasaktan ako.. tapos Maja Salvador is crying. :( :( awch. blablabla.. next, kahapon (nov.22) nag mother-daughter bonding kami ni mommy. nanuod kami nang Enchanted as in sobrang ganda talaga nun sobraaaaaaaa!!

anyway. maraming masasayang nangyari sakin these days. meron din mga stupid things na nangyari pero ayos parin ganun ang life eh. ilang days nalang Christmas nanaman. haaaay, to think mag 1 year na sana, kaso ganun talaga everything happens for a reason. pero happy happy parin, minsan magulo ako as in. haha. kaya watch out!! just kiiddiinngg folks!.

lapit na mag 27, yiheee.. ayun. lapit na din mag prelims & mag christmas break. i just want a looooooooooooong vacation and relax as in wala nang problems. hay.
anyway, nag-usap kami kanina ni kristine we were "used" to be bestfriends pero that's life. anyway, ganito yun *naks nagkwento ako..* pababa ako galing 6th floor eh sa haba nang pila sa elevator so nag decide na ako mag hagdan, habang pababa nagkita kami tapos nag smile kami and ayun ako lumapit tapos nag-usap na kami, as in THANK YOU GOD!! i really miss her, tapos nagkwento pa siya about na-snatch cellphone nia tapos nag shift siya nang course, aaaww :( pero promise sobrang miss ko na siya. i love NOV.23!! hehe. ayun.

i am thankful. i am grateful. [awoooosh!] i am planning for my debut nye, 1 more year pa.. excited na ako!! pero nakakainis kasi matanda na ako, ayos lang ang importante mukha akong bata pero guess what tumatangkad ako yehes!! buti nalang nagmana ako sa father`s side na yung mga pinsan ko ang tatangkad ako lang ata maliit, argh.

inerase ko yung tinype ko dito kanina kasi worthless & useless naman na yun. tsaka.. sasabihin niyang EFFORTLESS.

supercalifragalisticexpealadocious

2007-11-16T16:08:00.000+08:00

i miss my barkada so much, hehe. [excited for tomorrow's pictorial with them] hehe! i love them talaga and i miss them so much. :] :] aweeeee! they're the best thing happened to me. *applause!* ohwell, kanina sa school sobrang nilalamig ako as in pano nakalimutan ko jacket ko sa car, very good to me. nag rered na yung hands ko and parang nag blush-on ako though im not using `em. grabe as in ang pink daw nang cheeks ko. cool. haaaay basta masaya naman ako sa buhay ko kaya ayos! [:

i miss star, shobe & sky

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edit @ 9:48 pm | ka-chat ko si JANINE a.k.a shobe [: here's our recent conversation [ thanks ym ] & the pic last nov.3 with KRISCEL a.k.a gummie & NATALIE a.k.a star

i love them♥

**ang saya talaga hehe, thanks shobe'janine :) masaya din kung kasama si natz, hehe. :) thanks ule sa time. yung next time na yun promise masusulit natin :) nyurnyur!!**

i miss you♣

RUNAWAY

2007-11-13T15:04:00.000+08:00

my day was fine, really fine. i was able to understand that psychology is different from philosphy. okay F I N E!

isa sa mga nasulat ko kanina sa psychology class paano ayoko lang makinig sa debate nang classmates ko so ito....

Sana ma rewind ko yung pangyayari, kung meron lang akong remote na katulad nang sa CLICK edi sana nagawa kong baguhin yung sitwasyon at sana ngayon wala akong masyadong pinoproblema...

***hindi mangyayari na maibalik ko ule yung dati kasi NANGYARI na.. after all this time, ngayon ko lang na-realize yung mga DAPAT gawin. *sigh* anyway. gusto ko panuorin yung NARNIA ; PRINCE CASPIAN wow. amazing talaga, excited na ako. sana yun yung movie na mapanuod namin nila mayla, eirene, jeryll & patty. anyway.. gotta go, dami ko pang gagawin na assignments :)

i want you to know that [ i miss you.. i miss you ]